BTS Kidnapped

Part Twenty-Two

T/N: KOREAN VOCABULARY LESSON!!! WOOHOO!!!!! Here are the new words we used this chapter!

● Aehoja: an uncommonly used term of affection meaning 'lover'.

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The night was quiet now; the others had all fallen into a restless sleep, as far as Yoongi could tell. Namjoon had made him promise to wake them in an hour so they could check on Taehyung as the man had told them to.

Yoongi, still wrapped in the security of his blanket, his face just barely visible, didn't care that tears slipped down his face as he took the hand not covered in bandages in his own, laying his forehead on it.

"Please, Taehyung...you must not leave us now. You must come back, you must stay with me... us. You can't..."

Yoongi didn't know what to say. He didn't feel he had the right to use love as a reason for Taehyung to come back to him. Not now. But he needed to say something, needed to let the man before him know how he felt. It can't be over - his life, everything they were all striving for... it was just impossible.

Yoongi wanted to shake Taehyung, make him get up and walk it off the way he always told Yoongi to do when he was tired during rehearsal. He wanted to tell him to stop being a primadonna, making everyone worry about him like he sometimes said when he was being particularly cruel. But he didn't want to be cruel in that way, or to trigger the memories that still haunted Taehyung at night. Those had been the worst three months of Yoongi's life. They had shown him parts of himself he never wanted to see again. Parts of him that made him ashamed of who he was...of what he could become.

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FLASHBACK

Jealousy had made Yoongi a violent lover.

Ex. Lover. They were exes now. Taehyung and he.

And while he had only ever hit Taehyung once, he had never meant to. The blow had been meant for that piece of shit Park Jimin, the selfish bastard that he was.

He didn't love Taehyung. Not like Taehyung deserved. He probably didn't love Jungkook either. Or...actually he probably did and he was tormenting Taehyung while he suffered just to make that brat happy.

Neither of them deserved Taehyung.

But they were still what he wanted so...Yoongi let him go. Because he did love him. And some single asshole somewhere once said 'if you love them let them go,' or some equally stupid shit.

Yoongi let Taehyung go for 107 days. But when Taehyung came back just as broken as before, Yoongi couldn't find one single thing he had done to deserve him. He had been mean, downright cruel in his jealousy. Had never been able to tell the man he loved about the Taehyung-sized hole in his chest or how he still slept with Taehyung's pillow so he didn't wake up screaming or...how he had thrown away every stitch of alcohol he had because once, during those 107 days, Taehyung had said he didn't like Yoongi when he drank and it had broken Yoongi's heart.

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"Shut up," Jungkook growled, standing to his full height again.

"Make me, bitch," Yoongi said from where he had recovered. "Or you just gonna run your dick sucker like that other bastard does?"