Kiribaku Oneshots

❤ Confession to a Friend ❤

A/N: So... here's the second one. Listen, I'mma be serious here for a second; I really like a girl in my classes. She's so damn sweet, funny, adorable and caring. She's just all around amazing. So, today... I confessed. To be entirely honest, this A/N is being written about two and a half weeks in advance. And, if all goes well, this will be published. Of course, with her permission. And part of why I asked for the love songs was so I could figure out what song she liked (she responded with a comment on here) so I could play it when I confessed. I'm planning on recording the confession because, although the moment will be great if it goes well, the exact details will be blurred in my mind, because I have the memory of a stick of celery. Her face won't be shown or anything like that, I just want the audio, so I can put it in here. So, without any further delay, here's how my confession went today, in the eyes of Eijirou Kirishima.

Kirishima's POV

January 28th, xx20
15:38

I've been planning this for months upon months. Hell, I've been planning this since last year! Yet, I've been on the brink of chickening out because I'm... scared.

It's totally unmanly, I know. But, when I think about, my throat tightens, it gets harder to breathe, my stomach does flips, my face burns... fuck! Why does he effect me so much!

Those sweet smiles, the nights we spend together playing Exploding Kittens with Shouji and Tokoyami, the laughter, the cuddles... jesus.

I couldn't get him out of my mind, even if I tried.

And it also just had to be someone who won't hesitate to argue with someone else if they're wrong.

I mean, I understand that he's not perfect, I recognize his flaws, but I'm not perfect either.

My vulgarity, self-depricating humor, my looks definitely aren't the best either.

I also realize that we're young. We're gonna be pros in a few years. For all I know, he could go abroad and I could stay here.

But, I'd rather be in a relationship for a few years and try and do an LDR for as long as possible.

And if we somehow manage to be in the same area, that'll make things easier, but lonelier.

In the words of Brendon Urie, the lonely moments just get lonelier the longer you're in love than if you were alone.

I also know I'm clingy. I love physical affection. But, at the same time, I don't wanna be too clingy. I wanna cuddle him, spoon with him, put my arms around him, all of that!

But, I don't wanna overstep any boundaries.

The other problems with being clingy is PDA. Or, the fact that we can't show it too often.

First of all, we're still students, so I think the closest we can get to that is throwing an arm around the other, maybe even holding hands.

Second of all, we are not a heterosexual couple. I don't think anyone in our school is homophobic or any teachers, but that's not who I'm worried about.

I'm not gonna go into detail, but I'm still totally worried.

Then again, I keep making up these fantasies in my head, praying that he actually likes me.

I mean, I've heard from a few people that maybe he does, but still.

Today, Denki even asked me if I'd do anything for Valentine's day.

Me, being the extra bitch I am, filled him in on my plan.

I couldn't talk to Yaomomo for advice today, since she was out sick. Although, now that I think about it, I totally could've talked to Shouto.