Fifty shades of Agreste

It's you who is changing me

I was in my room in the agreste mansion working on my last design for the spring collection. Today adrein's family was going to come so I stayed here to welcome them while he went to office for finishing some important work. He do told me that once in few months after his father went to jail they  come and visit him. I heard the door bell ring and went to see who it was. I opened the door and saw a lady who just looked like adrein's mom, a guy who was ofcourse felix who looked like him and at last a blonde girl with a yellow dress. I welcomed them in. Gorilla carried there luggage in. "You are marinette right? Adrein told us about you" Amilie said. "Yeah I am his assistant and a old friend from high school" I said. "Hello there I am chloe nice to meet you, well to be honest I like it that someone is here of my age or else I would have been pissed in between these brothers" chloe said jokingly. "Hello chloe it's nice to meet you" I said with a smile. Then I saw felix who was staring at me and suddenly smirked. I didn't understand why he smirked but I thought to let it be. "You all must be tired let me show you your rooms" I said. "Hell yes" chloe said. After leaving chloe and amilie in there rooms, I went to show felix his room. "So this one is your if you need anything call me" I said. "Ok I will call you if I need... anything" he said in a flirty way and gave me a flirty smile. He suddenly took my hand and kissed it and before I could even protest I heard a voice saying "hello brother". I turned around to see adrein. He had a angry face. He pulled my hand away from felix by pulling me by my waist. "Looks like you already met mari" he said. "Yeah I did, well I would like to rest" felix said and before leaving he gave a glare to Adrien and then left. I turned towards adrein and his eyes were dark. I thought something happened at the work place so I thought to ask him but before I could he pinned me to wall and started making out. After a few minutes I pulled away from him and said "this is not the time you know that". "Yeah whatever" he said and let me go. "I will ask chefs to make the dinner" I said and left. I asked chefs for dinner and asked maids to ready the table. I went to my room and said down. "What's wrong marinette?" Tikki asked. "I don't know what's going on tikki" I said. "Huh?" She said. "I am in this relationship with adrein and sometimes it feels so right but sometimes so wrong and you know when I went to touch him after our first time he didn't let me and I just ignored it but after yesterday when I again tried he again didn't let me. He doesn't let me touch him. Sometimes he seems like he is ok but at the next moment he is not. He only smiles with me which sometimes look fake and I know he is not opening up to me, he is hiding a lot of things" I said. "Don't worry you will figure out everything just relax but first you need to figure out your own feelings for him" she said. "I guess you are right. Till the time I am not clear by myself I won't be able to figure out him" I said and then left for the dinner and before leaving I checked tikki's cookie jar and it had cookies. I called out everyone for the dinner. Dinner was served by the maids and we all started eating. Suddenly I felt a leg moving up my leg. I stopped eating and saw felix smiling at me and I choked. He was doing this. Then I saw adrein who was eyeing me carefully but then amilie spoke up "marinette why don't you tell about you to us". I kicked felix's leg away and then said "my parents have a bakery, dupain Cheng bakery which is quite famous  here and well I started working here 1 week ago and I am graduated from a well known college of America and I am even going to meet them after 2 to 3 days by going to America" I said. I looked at adrein who was staring at me and his eyes were dark. "Oh that's really good" amilie said. After dinner was done adrein said "sorry but we have to go, we have some work to do". Adrein took my hand and started pulling me with him. I was confused because we really didn't have any work to do now. He brought me to his garden and I saw a statue of a lady there. "When were you going to tell me about america" he asked. "What" I asked him again. "When were you going to tell me that you are going to America" he asked again. "I was going to give you letter but I had to write it down" I said. "Fuck the letter" he said and picked me up and threw on his shoulder. "He-hey put me down" I shouted. "No" he said and started walking god knows where. "Are you mad at me?" I asked. "Yes I am, palm twitching mad" he said. He brought me to end of the garden and put me down and caressed my both cheeks and said "you are mine, all mine, you understand" with that he started kissing me but I pulled away and turned away. "You are so confusing adrein" I said. "Mari" he said. "What do you want?" I asked him seriously and turned toward him. "What do you want?" I asked him again. "I want you" he said. "I am trying Adrien" I said. He caressed my one cheek and said "I know you are". "Why can't I touch you, why don't you smile like, really smile not fake one, why don't you tell me why you changed and why are you having these scars on your chest? Why does it have to be like this" I asked him everything which I was having in my mind. His eyes widened on hearing my questions. He turned away and walked behind me and I turned towards him. "You just signed the contract and-" he was saying but I cut him off and said "why do you care so much about the contract adrien? Don't you like me the way I am?". "Ofcourse I do, I even liked you in high school" he said. "Then why are you trying to change me?" I asked him. "I am not, it's..." he said. "I need more, I want more" I said. "Hearts and flowers, these are something that I don't know now........ mari please.... it's you who is changing me" he said. "How am I changing a person who is already changed into an unknown person? Let me touch you, let me and tell me what's wrong with you" I said. " what about these scars..." I said. "I had a rough time in my life that's all you need to know" he said. "Okay, just for now" I said to him. After that I went to my room, changed and went to sleep but before sleeping, my room door opened, I saw it was adrein. I laid back and he came and sat beside me "do you really have to go to America?" He asked. "Yeah I do" I said. "Ok, good night" he said and left. Why does it really have to be like this???

3 February 2020