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I replied to Jin's message thanking him and texted Hoseok and Tae right away but I only received one reply, only one.
'Hey Hoseok, remember this'
'Wait what is this really you?? But how?' he replied the moment I texted him
'Asked Jin for favor and he did it ;), I asked him to make sure that this number is still in service and charge it for me and he did thankfully.'
'You smart dumb head'
'Tell that to my parents, is tae asleep?'
'Emm, but hey what if this thing get caught'
'Hoseok my parents are always busy in their work, besides they gave me their own distraction'
'And how is that?'
'Well they gave me a tv here and some books'
'Oh got it, so your brain is back on track I guess'
'Emm, I will talk to you later'
I switched it off and jumped into the bath tub to take a hot shower, that's it, I have had enough of weakness. I sat in the hot water drawing cycles with my finger on the smooth warm surface of water, thinking 'What should I do?'
Well I mustn't give up.
I mustn't run away.
Taehyung, what will he do?
Think Rena think. The rusted dusted mind of yours needs to think, how to get out of this. Your parents aren't controlling you, they are trying to protect you they just don't listen.
Protect? But they barely know him, they don't at all.
I hit the water hard with my hand disturbing my thoughts and got out. I sat on the bed brushing my hair. So my parents will keep an eye let's say for at least some weeks, a big thanks to my rebellious character that will make them keep an eye on me for a longer time.
'Rena' I kept hearing a voice calling me, is that my inner voice trying to remind me of who I am, is it that inner voice telling me to take Jin's words seriously and don't do anything foolish. Is that this inner voice?
No it was just my mother and I was being a bit dramatic. I dosed with my thoughts that I haven't noticed she was there.
"Yes mum" I looked at her tilting my head.
"Dinner is ready"
"Okay I will be right after you"
"Honey listen" mum said as she sat beside me on the bed "Your father really loves you, he just doesn't know how to put the words together"
"Does that include the part where he took my belongings?" I sighed
"He is trying to protect you" she said firmly
"Mum you don't even know him, Taehyung is really kind and he has nothing to do with his father work-" she stopped me
"No, not the right time, stop lets go eat" she pulled me my hand and we went downstairs. Dad was sitting in the dining room waiting for us, the food actually was still pushing the steam out. I was hungry really hungry. Maybe the long bath made me that hungry I wondered. I sat down in front of my plate with pasta on it, it reminded me of that one person when he cooked for me. Seeing him try and put effort cooking only for me. That memory it made me smile.
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FanfictionI forgot the meaning of living when I needed it the most. I wish I could know myself.I wish I could stop hurting myself. Shredded into pieces, I am devastated. Just take my hands and save me.