"Let's go upstairs, I have to change my clothes quickly" said hoseok as he went inside the building leaving me and Taehyung alone, I thought of saying 'Good Morning' or anything since it didn't go well this morning but I just took so long. He left behind Hoseok ignoring me completely.
They all went out to go to their work and I of course went into hoseok's room -where I am staying- to get some sleep since that was my everyday routine but I couldn't, thanks Hoseok for messing with my sleep. Sigh. I was so bored I had nothing to do; I kept forcing myself to sleep just shutting my eyes until I did fall asleep. It wasn't easy as usual though.
I woke up on my cell phone ringing, it was my mum of course. Sigh.
" "Hey Mum" I answered the call because whatever happens they are my parents and sometimes I miss them a lot whatever is going on between us.
"Rena, honey are you okay dad just told me you caught a cold" said Mum
"I am fine now, it wasn't that bad anyways"
"Listen Rena your dad didn't mean to go that hard to you just don't be sad"
Long silence, does she really mean that?
"It's fine mum, fine"
"Have you met any of your friends?"
"Emm, I bumped into Hoseok few days ago." I replied adjusting myself to sit on the bed after I felt it wasn't the right thing to tell her. I really didn't have to bring Hoseok's name back.
"Really? How is he? Tell him I said hi" she said with sudden excitement.
"He is still the same Hoseok mum, I will" "
I replied and we ended the call. That was better than yesterday maybe her mood was better and maybe mine as well. I couldn't continue my sleep so I decided to go take a hot shower to try refreshing my soul a bit.
Mood.
"Oh my God" I said as I opened the door as I saw Taehyung right in front of me.
"You scared me to death Taehyung" I possibly slept to a very long time that they already arrived home.
"Sorry Rena"
"Not your fault I am the one who isn't aware of my surroundings" I replied "Did you all arrive home?"
"It's still 3 pm they aren't here yet"
"oh I see" I replied passing him still following my plan to go wash up.
"D-did you have fun this morning? With Hoseok hyung" I turned my head and looked at him
"y-yes I did" I replied and turned giving him my back, but something inside me forcing me to stop and speak, I can't control my words, I am rather being controlled.
"And you? You went for a walk too I heard" I said and his face turned from a gloomy expression to his eyebrows being raised and a smile being formed, magical.
Not only his face and smile but also the feeling itself, magical maybe, It is really magic.
"I enjoyed it too" he said "Do you want to drink anything?"
"Emm, I will just take a quick shower"
"Take your time"
I headed to the bathroom and stood under the water, the hot water which I really enjoyed how it felt on my body, calming.
How weird! I like the thing and it's complete opposite, I love standing in the rain's cold water but at the same I love the warm hot water. I like the nights rather than the days but I enjoy both, I am actually amazed thinking of this .
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FanfictionI forgot the meaning of living when I needed it the most. I wish I could know myself.I wish I could stop hurting myself. Shredded into pieces, I am devastated. Just take my hands and save me.