"Rena, I-"
She never responded because I never uttered my words, it was way too painful to admit, it was way too painful to confront, it was way too painful to say the words that would set me free but restrain me at the same time. I am a coward, I wasn't but I became one because the purity of her eyes makes me melt. She was and will always be the weakness of my fragile heart. I am a coward because of your love Rena, and I don't want to give that up.
Don't leave me.
Hann Rena, I love you.
"Taehyung" she said still looking away, gazing at the sky. I sat there quietly waiting for her to let me have any glimpse of her beautiful eyes.
"Tae, let's go" she stretched her arms and her eyes were being a bit tired. I know Ren, I know how it feels. I swear I am going to try it all to keep you safe.
There has to be a reason for the amount of time I have waited for you, there has to be a reason for the deep burning cuts I have by looking into your eyes while also feeling ease and comfort that I have never felt before. There must be a reason Rena.
Being by your side may not only cause you pain and sadness, but also a particular look that I am afraid you give me one day, that look of being
Deceived.
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Mesmerizing
FanfictionI forgot the meaning of living when I needed it the most. I wish I could know myself.I wish I could stop hurting myself. Shredded into pieces, I am devastated. Just take my hands and save me.
