Mesmerizing

23: Admit

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"I can't believe you actually thought I gave up" he laughed and let a deep sigh afterwards and had a smile on his face; he looked so relieved, as if a rock was removed from the top of his chest.

The road, it looked so long, as I looked back to the place we left Yuri, it kept shrinking and shrinking until it disappeared with her, just like her presence in our lives.

Sometimes disappearing is the best ways of letting go bit by bit, because the moment someone disappears from your life and you have the power of moving on whether strong or weak but it still counts, it means that the person who left was only a small tiny second of the million seconds you have in your life.

"Hoseok, can I ask you to do me favor?"

"Sure honey"

"Can you take me to Taehyung?" I asked, that was so contradicting to what I thought earlier and what I decided. To leave.

"Sure Ren, would be happy to" he smiled excitedly

"I know that would make you a bit late for your greatest moment but I need to go there"

"No you idiot, I won't be late, and stop making me more nervous"

We both kept quiet for the whole ride, it felt so long but it actually took a short while to arrive. He dropped me and waited until I went in and waved me goodbye, I don't know why but everything seemed so slow, my movements, my thoughts, my heart beats. It's the first time I experience that, it's like I am afraid of him not being there.

What do I exactly want?

The lights were faint, I heard my footsteps one by one. Until I took a deep breath and rang the door bell.

"Jin" I smiled

"Rena, were have you been darling all this time? Come on in" he smiled widely and pulled me inside "Young lady we are supposed to be friends and it hurts that you never call"

"I am really sorry Jin, but the previous days were so tiring and I had no power to go to work"

"What work? That's the last thing I talk about here, I am talking about you. You should visit us, you must actually. We are family"

"I promise I will" I lied "You don't want to know what happened today?"

"Why would I want to know what I already know sweetheart?" he boasted

"How come hoseok never told me?" I was a bit frustrated

"He wanted to make sure you know nothing, because he wanted to make sure that the witch fully trusted herself and fully believed him, he isn't evil, he wasn't seeking revenge either he just wanted to show her her true self."

"Emm, if that is the case then I won't get mad at him and punch him in the face" I faintly smiled because I really understand.

"Jin, I actually came here to-"

"Oh I totally forgot. Where are my manners? I will make you some tea and Namjoon is here he would be delighted to see you" he stood up and went running to Namjoon's room and then ran to the kitchen.

Namjoon came out of the room with his head down and shoulders resting, he seemed a bit depressed unlike Jin, or maybe Jin is hiding his sadness too, because what I learnt from this house is that when one person feels down the others share every single feeling with him.

"Hey young lady" he said as he threw himself on the couch.

"Hey Joon" I smiled looking in his eyes with questions waiting for the answers.