- warning-
small mention of suicide
Yeosang
I lean on the sink as I stare at myself in the mirror. I shouldn't have come. I really shouldn't have come... What if they hate me? "Fucking hell." I mutter. Man up Yeosang. It's only a few people. I sigh and leave the bathroom. I spot the table with Wooyoung and... Four other guys.. Wasn't it supposed to be just two with us?
fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck....
My legs walk me to the table without me realizing. I apologize for taking a bit too long. One of the guys raises his head to look at me. My eyes meet with his. It's the guy from the cafe, fuck me... Wooyung introduces me to the guys and they introduce themselves back. "Woo. Not to be rude or anything but wasn't there supposed to be only two of your friends..?" I ask the boy. He nods. "Yeah.. Seonghwa- hyung and Hongjoong- hyung weren't supposed to come but they came to the same restaurant by chance... I hope you don't mind.. I get that it's hard for you to han--" Wooyoung starts to ramble mindlessly and I stop him.
"It's fine.." I say and glance at Seonghwa who is keeping his eyes on the menu. "I.. Actually, I met Seonghwa last night..." I say. Jongho turns to look at me. "You did?" Jongho questions with surprise in his tone. "But he was working all night.. Hyung did you skip work?" Jongho asks, turning to look at the black haired man. He shakes his head and laughs gently.
...His smile and laugh are nice...
"Yeosang came to the cafe. Simple." He sighs and I nod. Woo looks at me and then turns to look at Seonghwa and nods. "Was Sangie okay?" He asks right away. I open my mouth to protest but Seonghwa manages to open his mouth first.
"He was fine. Just soaking wet." He explains. I scratch my neck. "What the hell we're you doing out without an umbrella? What the hell we're... you... thinking..?" Woo slows down his speech as he probably realizes why I was out. Wooyoung isn't dumb, even if he might present himself to be from time to time. I bite my bottom lip. "We'll talk later, okay? For now let's just eat." I say and pick up the menu brushing the topic aside.
After we were done eating we left the restaurant. "So should we go to the park? It's gonna be really calm there during this time of the day." Hongjoong suggests. Everyone nods and I just go along. I really just want to get home but I don't dare to decline. The other guys start walking and I follow them. Woo slows his pace just to stay behind with me. "Yeosang..." He starts. "I don't want to talk about it. It would ruin your mood. I'll tell you tomorrow at work... Trust me." I mumble. Wooyoung sighs and nods. "I'm just worried." He says. "I know.."
Surprisingly the guys start asking me questions. I try my best to answer them. "Joongie, I might have to take back what I said on you being the cutest." Jongho states teasingly. If my senses are correct, Hongjoong and Jongho are together. They are all over each other. It's kind of cute. "Fuck you." Hongjoong scoffs and laughs. "But I'm not cute." I state awkwardly. "Lies." multiple voices say at the same time. I clear my throat and continue walking.
"Yeosang. Just wondering. Where did you go to school. You remind me of one of my juniors from school." Hongjoong says. I raise my eyebrow slightly and tell him where I went to school. The older's eyes widen a little. "So it is you. Kang Yeosang. Best and student out of sixth year students and yet he randomly transferred out..." Hongjoong states. "Lowkey some people thought you died." he continues. I wish I did. I let out an awkward laugh. "I.. My parents pulled me out for homeschooling.." I lie. I was never home-schooled. I went to a psych ward after my first suicide attempt at 13. I smile at the older. "Guess I was a myth then for the rest of the year." I joke around.
We arrive at the park in 10 minutes and find a place to sit down. We find a nice spot to sit at. I look around at everyone. I smile gently and glance at Wooyoung. He's chatting to his tinder guy again. "Just ask for his number, for God's sake." I sigh. Wooyoung shakes his head. "I'd be too straight forward." He whines. I roll my eyes and grab his phone. "Yeosang, give it back!" Woo screeches trying to take the phone back. I move further away from the guy and start tapping on the screen.
I send the guy a message that says: "Wooyung is really desperate. Please give him your number as soon as you can. This bitch really needs a boyfriend. Thanks, Wooyoungs's bestest friend, Yeosang." and and the phone back to the guy. "No need to thank me." I say earning a few laughs from the other guys and a glare from Wooyoung.
"I hate you." Wooyoung mumbles. "I'm sure you do."
