all blood, no tears

i don't want to fight anymore, i'm just too tired *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

i am so over everything

i don't want to be here

i don't know how to do anything anymore

i'm just so over living

and i can't talk to anyone

because when i tell someone something

in the moment it feels like such a release

and then it's just a burden

i keep on trying, but i don't want to try

no one understands

no one cares

i don't know how to deal with anything

i am just so over it

and i just don't want to be here anymore

but at the same time i don't want to die

because i'm afraid of what would happen if i failed

bottom line is

i'm empty

and if i can't die

then i just don't want to do anything

no matter what

i always come back

to just being sad

all I've ever known is being sad

and i don't want to be sad anymore

i don't want to be alive

i don't really care now what people would feel if i left

i don't think they'd actually notice properly

i just want a break

i want a break from

l i f e