all blood, no tears

i would have loved you forever *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

i decided i have to forget

i have to wash the taste of your name off my tongue

and scrub your fingerprints off my skin

i have to wipe the memories of Friday nights laughing together from my mind

but know that while doing this

my heart aches

this was not what i wanted

remember that i poured myself into you

i came out of my skin for you

and it wasnt enough to change your ways

you need to understand that i do care

and that i always will

that this is not what i wanted

but i'll do it because i have to