all blood, no tears

the last phone call *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

hello?

are you there?

i just want to talk to you.

you're the only one

who makes me feel

the slightest bit sane.

i've been so fucking down lately.

I don't know whats happening.

I'm just so tired all the time.

trying to sleep.

I just lay there quiet.

can't speak.

mind racing.

I think it might be time

for me to leave.

I'm sick of this.

it's the same fucking day every day.

It's all the same now.

pills,

pills,

pills again.

i'm a mess

and i'm tired.

i'm sorry,

I just dont know who to turn to.

no one really hears me.

i speak,

but no one ever hears me