all blood, no tears

do you ever just cry because you're you? *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

I keep so much pain inside myself

I grasp my anger

my loneliness

and i hold it in my chest

it has changed me into something

something I never meant to become

it has transformed me

into a person

i do not recognize

but I don't know how to let it go

and i cant take this anymore

i feel like a wheel

eternally stuck

i feel like i'm not going to do anything with my life

like i'm not going to be of use to this world

i feel like i'm faking a smile

everywhere I go

i feel empty

and

i feel useless