all blood, no tears

the ending is the same every damn time *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

I've missed you for too long that it became a part of me;

stitched deeper into my heart as time moves on.

missing you became a part of my routine

they told me to let you go

but you can't force your heart to stop beating

or stop your lungs from needing oxygen

no matter how long you hold your breath

you just can't hold it forever

if i could stop missing you, i would

but if i'm not missing you, then i don't know who i am

i feel as though I've lost a limb

something i relied on

my heart stutters when i hear your name

I miss you when I hear our song on the radio,

or when i'm watching some stupid tv show and wait for your laughter

i look for something that isn't here anymore,

because you used to be here,

you should be there

but you're not

and i keep waiting for this nightmare to end

to wake up and see you sleeping right next to me

but that will never happen

you are gone,

i can't wake up, this is real life

you're lost to me forever,

whenever i remember that you're gone

my heart breaks once more

and I bleed

you should be here.

our souls are intertwined

but you've been torn from me

and I will always feel the missing