all blood, no tears

can you hold me? *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

you know that feeling?

the one when you're just waiting to get home so you can go to your room,

and let out everything that youve been keeping in all day.

that feeling of hopelessness

you're tired.

just so very tired.

you're tired of everything.

but also tired of nothing.

you kind of just want someone to be there and tell you its okay.

but no one is going to be there.

you know you have to be strong for yourself

because no one can fix you.

but you're tired of being strong.

for once you just want it to be easy.

you just want to be helped.

saved.

and although you know you wont be.

youre still wishing

youre staying strong and fighting

with tears in your eyes