all blood, no tears

i love(d) you *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

i laid my eyes upon you

and time froze

you stared back

your eyes shining like a thousand stars

and just for a moment

just one moment

i thought maybe

things aren't that bad

maybe everything will be okay

i felt really warm

a warmth i had never felt before

a warmth other people in my life were

incapable of providing

i couldn't take my eyes off of you

i was too scared that i'd lose you

that everything would slip away

i was right though

but the damage

was already done the moment

our eyes met

we would stop talking for a week

then you randomly text me

like nothing ever happened

you get my hopes up

you lead me on

because you know that

no matter how long you

i g n o r e

me

i will always be here waiting for you

you made me feel like

i was on top of the

world

but i forgot my parachute

and i hit the ground too hard

because you did not love me

you just loved the fact that

i was there for you

you loved the attention i gave you

you loved the fact that i would drop

anything and everything

for you

you did not love me

but god

i loved you

and love

well that's the

biggest scam

of all