all blood, no tears

i am a danger to myself *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

it's four in the morning

and I'm sitting in my bedroom

alone

thinking of ways to kill myself

thinking of reasons I hate myself

while you're sleeping

because I told you

I was fine

I feel the worst

when I'm alone

because that's when

the monsters in my head say hello

and i think the hardest part

of thinking youre nothing

is trying to convince yourself

that you aren't

i hate myself so goddamn much

i really want to destroy

every

little

piece

of

me

i do nothing,

i have nothing,

i feel nothing,

i am nothing