Rise With Frost (Reader x Jack Frost, Rise of the Guardians) [COMPLETE]

Chapter 46

Previously...

I stood there for what felt like an eternity before letting go and wiping my eyes of whatever I had left to cry. I stared up at Jack, the tear forever visible on his cheek. I lightly placed my lips on his cheek, kissing him before walking towards the wall of the area, keeping the staff in hand. I scaled the wall to find the faint yet familiar silhouette of my old house.

I threw the staff upwards, making sure it landed on the ledge outside of the hole. Once I reached the top, I grabbed the staff, the same purple and blue sparks sprouting from where I held it. I looked down at Jack before making my way back to my brokem down house.

Now:

Even the days are colder and more of a struggle. Jack stands outside in the hole in the Earth and I can't do anything but help and feel like I'm the one who messed everything up. The Gaurdians know. I know.

I don't feel like talking, I never feel like eating. But everyday a voice in my mind tells me to go down there and bring the staff.

I stand on the edge of the hole as I look down at Jack, permanently frozen in place. Everyday, I reluctantly come down here, just to face what trouble I got him into. And it's dreadful knowing that everything happened because I was alive, here on Earth when I met Jack. Nothing would've happened if I never believed in him.

Go down to him.

I sighed, knowing I'd have to go down there. I grabbed the staff, placing it between my backpack and my back, and started my descent.

It wouldn't have been the second time I was down there. Not even fiftieth. It's been years. Years and years that he's been frozen down there. And to a complete miracle, I've been alive. Nothing I've eaten. Nothing I've drank. Years since our encounter with Pitch.

The others are affected by this mishap. But I suffer the most. Is this what I get? A story of how I'm injured? Fall on love with a Guardian? Get kidnapped? Stay in a coma for 40 plus years? (Forgot how many years, XP). Loose the only person who made me feel special?

I looked up at the moon for a brief minute, sighing. "Die?" I say aloud, and I could've sworn the moon shone a bit brighter. I shook my head, continuing the extremely long descent to the floor of the hole.

It felt as like it was only yesterday I met Jack, for real, in the woods. When he asked if I could see him in the hospital. When Jack comforted me in my room. The heartfelt moment Jack stayed at my bedside in the hospital for the second time. When Jack caught me skating on the lake. The time Jack took me for a ride on the wind.

The time Jack stood by my side, holding me in his arms as he said that no other girl on the face of earth would ever compare to me.

My feet landed on the platform of the area, the dirt now damp from a recent rain. The Earth smelled of completely pine woods, and with every step I took, I felt as though my legs would fall out from below me, and that I would sink.

I tilted my head back, sighing. I don't know how long I can keep this up. Pretending like everything was okay, even though it wasn't. I never wanted things to end like this. I've never wanted my life to be so dangerous. I never wanted the people in my life to die. Yet that's exactly what happened.

I took the couple hundred steps towards Jack, keeping my head down. When I reached him, I didn't say anything. It was just more tears and sniffles. I was hopeless. It wasn't like my life was going to get any better, right?

"I mean, all I've done was become someone I'm not, and get those I loved into more danger," I said aloud. I lifted Jack's staff in my hand to inspect it while I talked. "I wish there is more that I could do. To help you. But I just can't. I don't know what to do."

I looked up at the moon, feeling as though it was shining as bright as ever. I shook my head, retreating back to the side of the area infront of Jack. As I placed my back along the back wall and slid down to a sitting position, I placed the staff between me and the wall as I pulled my knees closer to my chest and tested my head on them.

(A/n) yes, yes. I get it. I never updated. Ok, cut me some mf slack! So my brain was super fuckin' brain dead. I didn't know how to end it, so please forgive me. [No I'm not ending the damn book, jeez!!! There's still alot more left!] And I was going to be a complete ass, and wait till 5k reads........

Antwho, I hope you guys liked this chapter, and I'll see all you dudes,
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IN THE NEXT CHAPTEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!