Chris Evans/Sebastian Stan Characters One-Shots and Imagines

Always (S.R.)

"When are you going to do it?" I asked Steve as we lay in his bed next to each other.

"Soon dear." He said and played with a strand of my hair. I sighed, "What is it?"

"Steve we can't keep doing this if we're not going to break things off with her." I sat up using the duvet to cover me.

"What do you mean?" he asked almost innocently.

"It's been six months." He sighed.

"I know."

"Steve I don't want to be just the side anymore," I stated clearly, "I mean, I never wanted to in the first place! So it's either you break things off with her or with me." I told him being as forward as possible. He stared off into space for a few moments. "Steve?" I asked lightly, "Isn't it obvious? We've loved each other for months now. She's been cheating on you for almost a year longer than we have."

"I know." He sighed again. "Why can't we just wait longer?"

"Because the moment we confessed our love for each other was the moment you promised to cut things off. That was four months ago."

"I just don't know that I can do it."

"If you can't then I can't either." I said getting out of bed on the verge of tears.

"Wait Y/N-"

"There's no waiting Steve!" I snapped and put my shirt on, "I've had to live with the fact that I've been a side for six months now. We haven't gone on a single date or been able to go out as the couple we both know we are." I waited a few moments and grabbed my jeans, "Steve you already know I'm emotionally fucked up. This has only made it a lot worst. So if you can't do it then neither can I."

"Then go!" He shouted. "I don't even care anymore Y/N! You're so damn selfish sometimes it's like you can't even see anyone but yourself." I placed on my jeans as he placed his head in his palms, out of frustration.

"Fine," I said calmly, "But don't you dare call me again Steven."

I texted Nat and within minutes she was barging through the door of my apartment in Avengers tower. I was on my couch in tears, not only because I had lost someone I loved, but also because of the words that were said. "Sweetie," She said and sat down next to me, "Tell me everything."

So I did. And Nat was pissed. Basically everyone here knew Steve and I were "together" but if it weren't for Steve clinging onto his dead relationship with Sharon Carter we would actually be together. She was always gone with her side, which is why they maybe saw each other once a month.

But I was one of the few people to console him when he found out. I was the one who gave him the pleasure he wanted and needed. I was the one he loved, and he was the one I loved.

He knew about the troubling past I had, primarily emotionally and mentally. Which is why his words stung deeper than most anything.

"Nat I love him." I sobbed into a pillow, my eyes swollen.

"I know." She said and rubbed my back, "But maybe he's not worth the emotional pain."

"But the thing is I think he is." I said and began crying more, "We had those countless sleepless nights of blissful love and close conversation after. And now this? All because he can't let go of stupid Sharon Carter, who according to her stupid Instagram, got engaged!" I said. May's mouth immediately dropped.

"Does he know about this?" I shook my head.

"I doubt Steve even knows what Instagram is."

"Good point." She sighed, "I need to go." She quickly got up and left.

-3rd person POV-

Nat stormed down the hall and into Steve's too. without a single knock, where he too was on his couch in distress. "What the hell were you thinking?" She snapped at him. "You'll be lucky if that poor girl ever comes within 15 feet of you again."

"I know." He sighed and rubbed his eyes with his palms, "I really messed up."

"Yeah you did! And it's all for Sharon Carter. Sharon Carter out of all people Steve?"

"I know Nat it was just sudden."

"You've had four months to think about this. And judging by this reaction I think you chose Y/N." He nodded, "Then you're going to get your grown ass up and go talk to her in the next four hours. You either cut things off with her completely or tell her you love her and only her, along with cutting things off with Sharon." He looked up at her with sorry eyes, "I don't give a shit how you feel Rogers. You broke an already broken heart."

-Your POV-

I cried with Nat for another good two hours before we heard a knock. "Come in." I said not caring who it was anymore.

"Y/N?" I heard Steve's voice. Immediately my head shot up to look at him. I wanted to burst out crying again, but I prevented myself from doing so.

"I'll give you two some privacy." Nat got up and left. Steve took over her vacated spot on the couch next to me. I looked down not wanting to make eye contact.

"I'm sorry." he finally let out and looked up at me, "I was so stupid for saying what I did. Y/N you're my everything." I let it soak in for a few moments.

"How can I believe you Steve?" I asked looking up at him, "How can I believe what you said wasn't true?"

"Because," He sighed heavily, "I called Sharon. Cut everything off with her. She wasn't worth it, but you are. You're worth everything to me Y/N. Every mission I go on, every night we spend together, every breath I take. And I want you to be the one next to me on my deathbed, because I know you will be." I let a few tears fall as I let his words soak in.

"You promise it'll be me?"

"Always." he smiled.

(A.N.: I'm thinking about doing a part two. Do you guys want one?)