Love Hate (A One Direction Fan Fiction)

The Betrayal...

I woke up to the shreiking of my baby boy, Liam Jr. "Liam...he's up again," I said, rubbing my eyes. I glanced over at the clock, 2:46a.m. Liam rolled out of bed and went to warm up Liam's bottle as I tried to calm him down. "You love crying, don't you?," I asked, poking his little nose.

He laughed at me and grabbed my finger, squeezing it with all of his tiny might. His little mumbles meant he was trying to talk to me. "I love you baby boy," I said, planting a kiss on his forehead. He giggled just as Kelsey woke up.

I laid Liam back in his crib for a quick second as I pulled Kelsey out of he crib and grasped her tiny body with both hands. "I love you too baby girl," I said, planting a light kiss on her tiny little nose. "Okay who's ready to be fed?," Liam asked.

"Li, they can't talk back," I said, looking him in the eyes. He rolled his eyes quickly, picking up Baby Liam and feeding him with his bottle. "Keep it down!," Harry screamed from his room. "Sorry!," I screamed back. I had forgotten about the others.

I fed Kelsey and Liam, then put them back into their beds. "I can't believe we're parents," I said, looking at Liam as he laid back next to me. "I can't either, but we're pretty damn good at it," he said with a slight chuckle. I looked him in the eyes, this was actually surreal.

I was by far the luckiest girl on the planet. I had 2 beautiful, healthy babies and a husband who would give his arms and legs for me. Also, I have a family that would never leave my sides. Niall, Harry, Lissa, Jenny, Zayn, and Louis will never leave me and I know that.

At about 8:20a.m, Harry woke everyone up, including the babies with the noise he was making in the kitchen. "Ugh," I groaned as I took Kelsey in my arms and walked downstairs. Liam grasped Baby Liam in his arms and followed me down the steps.

"Why why why did you have to make so much noise?," I asked, rubbing my forehead. "Hand over the babies," Lissa and Jenny said with a smile. Lissa took Kelsey and Jenny took Baby Liam, letting me and Liam sit down for a little while.

"You guys are great parents, you know," Lou said as he walked down the steps. "Aw, thanks Lou," I said with a slight giggle in my voice. He shot me a smirk and continued into the kitchen. "Who wants to meet my girlfriend today?," Lou asked from the kitchen.

"GIRLFRIEND!?," I screamed. Nobody had heard a single thing about Lou's girlfriend, we didn't even think he had one. "Uh...yeah, I have a girlfriend," Lou responded, a large smile finally appearing on his lips.

"I wanna meet her!," I screamed. Lou smiled and told us to go get changed because she invited us to her house for lunch at 12:00p.m. I ran upstairs with Baby Liam in my arms and got him changed as soon as I finished getting ready.

"All ready?," Liam asked. I nodded and glanced at the clock once more before leaving the room and grabbing my iPhone. It was already 10:30a.m, and Lou's girlfriend apparently lived an hour away. "The tour bus is going to take us all, including the little ones," Lou said with a huge smile.

I put the babies in their carriers and walked them into the tour bus with Liam and the others. "Is her house big?," Zayn asked. "It's rather large, yes," Lou said. "Let's play a game for the ride!," Lissa exclaimed, looking around the room.

I nodded my head, I haven't played a game in forever...since before I even got pregnant. "Truth or dare?," Harry asked. I nodded my head, what harm could come out of truth or dare? "If you don't answer the question or do a dare, you have to have 7 minutes in heaven with the person the ASKER chooses," Harry said.

I sighed, okay Nikki. You have to answer all of the questions and do all of the dares. I took a deep breath, "I'll go first." "Okay Nikki, truth or dare?," Niall asked. "Dare," I said, shutting my eyes as if that would stop them from embarrassing me.

"I dare you to...," the suspense was killing me, "I dare you to give Niall a lap dance!," Lou screamed. Crap, of course these boys would make me do something completely innapropriate like this. I glanced over at Liam, he was clearly enraged, but he obviously didn't want me to do 7 minutes in heaven either.

"I'm not doing it," I said. I wasn't going to give anyone but Liam a lap dance, and I don't even like lap dances. "Okay. Then you are doing 7 minutes in heaven with...," please say Liam, please say Liam, "Louis!," Zayn screamed. A chill ran through my body.

Lou was so adorable, how could I resist doing something bad with him? I was married with 2 kids, he wouldn't want to do anything with me anyways. I mean, he has a girlfriend! "Fine," I said, walking into the back room and locking the door as soon as Lou walked in.

"Well, hi," Lou said with a chuckle. "7 more minutes," I mumbled softly. "I didn't think I smelled that bad," Lou said, putting on a fake pout. "You don't!," I said, looking into his amazing eyes. "You know, this doesn't have to be weird," he said.

"We also don't have to do anything, I have a lot of ugly scars from being pregnant," I said. "Those aren't ugly scars...those scars are proof that you are a strong woman who can birth 2 children," he said, a sweet look appearing on his face.

I looked him in the eyes, that could easily be the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me. "Lou...how's the girlfriend?," I asked, trying to keep the mood casual. '5 more minutes in here...no cheating, no cheating on Liam,' I thought.

"She's fine," he said, coming close to me. His hand traced my collar bone as he looked deeply into my eyes. No words were being said, just feelings were being felt everywhere. "Lou...we can't," I said. "Who says?," Lou asked sweetly.

His eyes were so convincing, everything in my body ached to kiss Louis. "I can't," I said, turning my head away from him. If I didn't look into his eyes, everything would be okay. He turned my face to face him. "3 more minutes, Lou, don't do this," I said sweetly. My back was now against the back of the room.

He sighed and walked back to the bed, sitting on it and looking at me sweetly. "I can't do this Lou, I'm married," I said. He nodded his head, I think he understood what I was saying. A minute passed by of awkward silence. 2 more minutes and I was out of there.

Lou turned my face to face him once more and crashed his lips into mine, moving slowly and passionately. I broke away seconds later, I had just kissed my husband's best friend. "Lou...," I said, our lips now red from the kiss.

"I really like you, Nikki," he said, tracing my collarbone once more. "I...I...love...Liam," I said. His heart was shattered, I could tell. "I've done this to him before and I've hurt him. I can't lose Liam, the babies, life is good right now," I said.

"I know it is, but I also know that you felt something in that kiss," Lou said. I couldn't deny anything, maybe I did feel something for Lou. Everything was just so complicated right now, I couldn't lose my babies and my husband, my life is amazing.

"7 minutes is up!," I heard Niall scream from behind the door. I stood up quickly and walked to the door, waiting for Lou to leave the room. I thought to myself, '...What did I just do?'

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