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Yoongi-period

I know i just did yoongi but i think this works better with yoongi so yeah. I imagined the original idea with Yoongi anyway. I know this may seem really weird but just hear me out ok. I promise I'll make it work 😂. Also FYI this will have talk of reproductive organs and perhaps talk of some slightly tmi bodily functions. If you ain't up for that, first of all why it's just called being human? Secondly just skip this chapter cool cool.

Yoongi always knew he was different when he was a child. His parents would put him in frilly pink dresses and grow his hair long, but the whole time it just felt wrong. He didn't feel right in pink skirts and pigtails. He wanted to wear trousers and shorts, and cut his hair short like the other boys. Like his brother. He always tried to be like his brother as often as possible. His parents just saw this a phase, thinking he must just be a tomboy. But when it got to his pubescent years, and he still felt the same way. So they took him to a doctor. Luckily, they went to a good doctor, who allowed him to transition (and convinced his parents to allow him to), rather than going to a doctor who would just send him to therapy to make him "want" to be a girl. So he started on hormone blockers, and was happy to see his chest wasn't growing like the other girls. And eventually he was started on testosterone, giving him the deep husky voice he's known for, the stubble he would shave off, etc. Luckily thanks to the early intervention, he got away without chest surgery, and as far as bottom surgery went, he just wasn't really interested, at least not right now. He would be single for a long time, thanks to his occupation, and to be able to even get bottom surgery he'd have to fly to another country and pay oodles for it. So for now, he just dealt with the dysphoria. After all, at this point, he was pretty much 90% man. His band mates found out pretty early on, and though it took some time, they eventually warmed up to him, accepting him for it. These days they'd often forget that Yoongi was ever even female.

Yoongi wasn't out to the public however. That would be a dangerous move for them, and could ruin their reputation, so he had to keep that a secret. Though when fans started pointing out how feminine his legs looked not long after they debuted, he undoubtedly felt uncomfortable. It brought back dysphoria he hadn't really felt for a while. Not that strong anyway. So he tried to work out his legs, get more muscly to hide the femininity of them.

But the one thing that gave Yoongi the most dysphoria by far, was his periods. He was devastated to hear that no matter how much hormone therapy he goes through, he will still get a period. It sucked. Not only cause periods suck in general, but cause on top of all the millions of other annoyances of a period, Yoongi had the added sprinkle of dysphoria to deal with as well. It was Yoongis least favourite time of the month, that's for sure. For a while he wanted birth control to stop his periods, but that would involve female hormones, so that was a big no no for him.
So he just dealt with them. They only last a week, after all.

Yoongi was sat in his studio, working on a new song. It was still in its early stages, so he didn't know what it would become yet, where it would go. For the past few days he'd felt some cramps in his lower abdomen, but brushed it off as just random cramps or needing to poop or something. But just now, as he was sat in his studio, he felt it. He just knew. All those with periods out there know that feeling, when you just know that your period has come. Yoongis eyes widened as he completes froze in his tracks. He got up, grabbed his bag and power walked to the bathroom. His mind was racing with thoughts like "is that sweat, discharge or blood?" And "what if someone sees me taking my bag to the toilet like a mad man?" He quickly locked himself in a stall and sat down on the toilet, and he saw it right there on his underwear. That red smear. Great. Another pair of underwear ruined.

He dug through his bag, looking for a pad. He'd always refused to use tampons, no matter how much more convenient they were, cause they just reminded him that he did indeed have a vagina. He wanted to avoid being reminded of that as much as possible. So despite pads being frumpy and awkward sometimes, he just got on with it. Besides, sometimes he liked how the pad would give him some extra padding in that area, almost looking like he had a bulge. Of course, it didn't really look like that, but it was enough for Yoongi to give a satisfied smirk when he looked in the mirror.
He ripped open the pad as quietly as possible. Even though he was alone in the bathroom so no one was here to hear the loud rip, he had to practice for a time when maybe there will be someone there. It took a while, but he finally managed to get the pad onto his now ruined boxers. He rolled his eyes at the fact that there was no bin in there to put the packaging in, so he had to just shove it in his bag and put it in the bin in his studio. He stood up, pulled his boxers up and cringed at the feeling. God he hated it. It made him feel like he was wearing a diaper or something.