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Jungkook- ADHD

This is not the chapter i was meant to do, i was meant to do namjoon next, then yoongi, then jungkook, but i've been obsessed with jungkook recently for *cough cough* reasons, so i thought it would probably be easier for me to write this one and then go back to the others later. Anyway, related to this chapter, i made a video recently, and it would mean a lot of you watch it and it would mean even more to me if you liked and commented. That way the video will get recommended to more people and more people will see it more than just the people i've shared it to, so ye, here it is:

ok, on with the chapter: and btw, strap yourself in cause its a long one lmao.

Jungkook had always been a fidgety child, and found it hard to focus. It was hard when at school all his teachers just told him off all the time when he just couldn't control his impulses. When he was young he didn't really know what having ADHD meant, but as he grew up, he learnt more about himself and what it meant to have ADHD. Still he never told anyone that he had ADHD becuase he was scared of people judging him.

Music was always an escape for him. When he was singing he felt like he didn't have to fidget. He felt like his thoughts weren't rushing around constantly. And dancing helped wear him out so he wouldn't fidget or get impulses as much. Dance and music was a saviour for him.

Hence why being an idol was his dream job. His parents saw this and let him pursue that dream, no matter how young he was. So even though he was barely a teenager, he was allowed to start auditioning for companies. He was offered spots at all the companies he auditioned to, but one company stood out to him. It wasn't a big company. He'd never heard of it before. But when he met the other trainees, he felt an instinctual urge that said that these people were his family. They were his hyungs. He had to debut with them. And so he dropped all the offers from other bigger companies to pursue his dream with the people he knew he was destined to pursue it with. No matter how much he regretted it in times when they were hard on money or getting hate on the internet, he stuck with it, because he knew these were the people he was destined to be with for a long time into the future.

and now, 7 years later, he is part of the biggest boy group not only in korea, but in the whole world. He knew he wanted to be an idol, but not like this. It went further than he had ever expected.

On this particular day, they'd been given a day off, since the bighit building was having some work done on it. But of course, on the one day jungkook would be stuck at home without music or dance, his ADHD was bad. He knew from the moment he woke up that today would be a bad ADHD day. His mind was already racing with random skipping thoughts that jumped from one thing to another, and he felt like he just couldn't focus on one thing for more than two seconds.

Just getting out of bed was hard. He kept thinking to himself "ok, i'll get out of bed now.....now......now...." But he never did. Its like his brain was not cooperating with itself. When he finally managed to sit up and get out of bed he wondered to the kitchen, or.... He was going to go to the kitchen, until he found himself distracted and ended up in the bathroom instead. He went into the bathroom and shut the door before he realised he was in the wrong place. He stood there for a few seconds before he remembered where he was supposed to be going.

The kitchen. Go to the kitchen.

He wondered to the kitchen, but by the time he got there he forgot what he was supposed to be doing. He stopped in his tracks and looked around for any visual clues, wracking his brains. What am i supposed to be doing in the kitchen again? He looked over and saw a cereal box sat on the side. Right, breakfast.