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Locked and loaded finding your target
You marked it
I'm the one you've chosen to hit
I'm your victim
Finger on the trigger
I know it's too late to be saved
Bullet to the Heart• Jackson Wang
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☆☆☆ Locked and loaded finding your targetYou marked itI'm the one you've chosen to hitI'm your victimFinger on the triggerI know it's too late to be savedBullet to the Heart• Jackson Wang ☆☆☆

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Jisung got released after the doctors had came, Heiryung having to stay behind of which she felt was extremely unfair.

She wanted to go out, but with all the visits from the Children Service Workers and her Attorney, Heiryung felt trapped.

Some days Johnny or Ten would come in and talk her for a walk around the hospital, the two never letting her out of arms reach, their hands most times on her back for support. She always told them she was fine and wasn't a 'cripple,' but the two never left her alone.

Johnny would cry a lot when the two were alone. He always would complain of how he felt like he should've known or at least been there to support her more. Heiryung always said the same thing. It was her choice to not tell them and that Johnny had his own life to take care of.

When Jaehyun came in he always had candies and/or one of his gigantic hoodies with his many food stains. He was there mostly for the good times, bringing his computer so the two could play Overwatch to pass time.

Doyoung on the other hand always came with Taeyong, or alone.

He always came in with a new addition to his song, Taeyong being motherly and smothering her with his 'big baby energy' (property claims of name owned by Johnny Seo).

But Heiryung looked forward to the one specific visit she would get once a week.

It was the visit from Dream.

They all would come in and just talk to her, not bringing anything special or doing anything special, just being them and hanging out in her room. Their personalities were enough.

But today they had left her alone with Jisung.

"How have you been feeling," he asked, hesitant to move forward closer to the girl. (He has just watched her clock Haechan).

"Fine," she said, "but apparently my terms of fine are very different from the hospitals terms so I'm still stuck here."

Jisung glanced down at his feet as he shuffled closer.

"What are your terms of fine," he asked as he finally made it to the chair Chenle had been sitting in.

He had noticed Chenle did not seem to care about his best friend being soulmates with the girl he liked. To Jisung it really looked like he still flirted with her when in reality they were just talking and Chenle was being the ray of sunshine he was. Jisung hated it, he hated how Heiryung could look Chenle in the eye and still smile, and he hated how she couldn't do the same with him.

Heiryung sighed and looked down at her hands, avoiding eye contact with Jisung once again.

"To be able to stand and walk no matter how slow or wobbly," she said, Jisung's gaze falling on the bruise that was only now fading. "To be able to fake a smile or ignore everything but just keep moving."

Jisung felt sick that some people lived like this, but sadly he sometimes felt the same with his dance.

"That might be your definition of fine," he said, "but there's so much more than fine, and I don't want you to ever be fine again if that's your definition."

Heiryung's breath sharpened at his statement.

She was confused of his words, would he hurt her like the other people in her life did?

Jisung noticed this and shook his head.

Building up courage, Jisung scooted forward in his chair and reached his hand out. He separated Heiryung's hand which were busy picking at her cuticles and held her small hand in his vastly larger one.

"I want you to be better than fine," he said, Heiryung looking at him and making eye contact. "I want you to never feel fine again again because I want you to never reach a low like this ever again so that you definition changes. I want to change your definition."

And Heiryung felt it.

That Ba Boom she felt with Chenle.

She finally felt it with Jisung.

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Chenle really is one of the biggest ship wreckers along with Byungchul the dick head and Chan from Enigma and Lucas from Stingray.

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