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Even if others think your sigh
Takes out energy and strength
I already know
That you had a day that's hard enough
To let out even a small sigh
Now don't think of anything else
Let out a deep sigh
Just let it out like that
Breathe• Lee Hi
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☆☆☆Even if others think your sighTakes out energy and strengthI already knowThat you had a day that's hard enoughTo let out even a small sighNow don't think of anything elseLet out a deep sighJust let it out like thatBreathe• Lee Hi☆☆☆

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"Well look now look what you did," Ten snapped at Johnny who back-hugged her.

"Wait where's Doyoung," Taeyong asked as mild concern swept across his face.

Johnny awkwardly bent down behind Heiryung trying to shield himself from the younger man, but to no prevail as he was about two heads taller than the girl.

"He's somewhere in Seoul," Heiryung said nonchalantly, "last seen in the hospital parking lot chasing after us."

"God damn it Johnny," Jaehyun wheezed as Taeyong grabbed the keys from Ten and stormed out the door to try and find Doyoung.

Ten glanced at the door which had just been slammed, Heiryung wincing at the sound.

She winced a lot. In her opinion too much. She wished she could stop, but it was just a reflex. She couldn't help but flinch. Her mind told her to stop after her reaction, not before.

"Hey it's ok it's ok," Jaehyun said as he came forward and rubbed her shoulders. "it's okay to cry."

With those words, Heiryung tried even harder to hold back the tears. Tears showed weakness to her, she shouldn't show them or they'd take advantage of them.

"Let's just watch a movie," Johnny suggested as the two guided Heiryung to the couch.

Ten was putting away the banner when the front door slammed open.

A clearly pissed Taeyong and an irritated Doyoung came in.

Doyoung headed straight to his room, his face covered in sweat as Taeyong stood in front of the TV.

"I swear to god if you leave Doyoung in a parking lot I don't care how tall you are I'm going to fill your sinuses with Ten's urine!"

"I don't want my urine in his sinuses," Ten said without blinking as he scrolled through the movie catalog. "He's unworthy of it."

Johnny slowly turned his head towards Ten with his mouth wide open and his eyes strewn in confusion.

While the living room erupted in chaos Heiryung stayed zoned out until a voice broke the silence.

"I heard you got released from the hospital today. How are you?"

"Just peachy."

"I can't tell whether that was sarcasm or not."

"I'll leave that up to you to decide."

"..."

Jisung went silent.

Heiryung was filled with an unknown warmth.

She hated it.

It was new.

She hated the fact that it was new.

She hated change. She wanted things to stay the way they were, even if they weren't the best. Change. It reminded her of the change of her father's anger.

On the weekends he'd be nice sometimes and buy her something, no matter how cheap or useless it was. But then within a split second he would change and Heiryung would be hiding in her room in fear.

"When are you coming back to school?"

"As soon as possible."

"Don't push yourself. Give yourself time to heal please. But keep in mind when you do come back people are going to talk. They already have been."

"What have they been talking about?"

"I'd rather talk to you about that in person."

"Bullshit."

"Okay you caught me. I just wanna see you. But I will only tell you in person."

"So your holding rumors about me above my head as a way to see me?"

"Indeed."

"Ryung," Jaehyun said as he tapped her shoulder. "Is The Call of the Wild okay?"

Heiryung snapped out of her mild zone out and feigned a smile before nodding.

"Go ahead."

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