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For you I'm okay with being hurt
Since I only gave you pain during the time we were together
But you, the love you want
You need to meet someone better than me and be happy
But I hope not to the point where you forget me
Hope Not• Blackpink
☆☆☆Jisung was outside Heiryung's hospital room following the lawyer who seemed to be shorter than the boy. It didn't matter the height though, the aura the man had showed his self imposed authority and superiority.
When Jisung and the man finally made it to a smaller room, the lawyer stopped and turned towards the boy.
"Park Jisung am I right," he said, Jisung nodding hastily scared of being scolded by the man.
The lawyer himself seemed annoyed by Jisung's presence in general, almost as if he never wanted to be here.
"Well kid," he said, "I am Chu Hyunjung, your lawyer under the Juvenile Defense Attorneys."
Jisung looked down at his hands then back up at Mr. Chu, tears threatening to fill his eyes.
"Wha-what happened," he stammered, his throat feeling like it was closing up after each word.
"You stabbed an adult and sent him into a coma of which he might not possibly come out of," Mr. Chu stated non-sympathetically. "You are being charged with assault, attempted murder, and breaking and entering of property; three major charges that we are going to have to avoid all together."
Jisung made eye contact with his attorney and broke down into tears.
He couldn't bear it.
Jisung has never done a single thing wrong in his life. The instant he did or lied guilt, guilt would fly through him and soon enough he would break into tears until he was vomiting. Maybe it was a problem, but he honestly couldn't help it.
He dug his head into his hands and shook.
Mr. Chu was surprised by the young boy's reaction to the news, and was unable to understand what was going on through the teen's mind.
Awkwardly, Mr. Chu placed his hand on Jisung's back and began to rub circles on it. Crouching down, he spoke again.
"Tell me Mr. Park," he said, "do you even remember stabbing Mr. Lee?"
Jisung shook his head.
"All I remember was falling down the stairs after seeing Hei-Heiryung and her blo-(*hic*)... blood," Jisung sobbed, air bubbles seeming to choke him up. "I remember red... feeling angry and then... dragging myself to Heiryung... and feeling her heart slow... and (*hic*) and then black and-sirens."
Mr. Park's eyebrows raised as he heard Jisung's side.
This boy... he didn't even remember nearly killing someone. He just remembered... flashes.
And this sounded a whole like suppressed trauma, memories that trauma is suppressing from the mind remembering. If he was right, this could complicate the case.
Jisung shot up and staggered to the trash bin, his body shaking as he vomited up the nothing that laid in his stomach.
The case just got a whole lot more complicated.
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I just got really sad writing this.
My friend actually has this thing where she can't lie or do something wrong and not apologize without getting sick and vomiting.
I really feel bad for her and crap and I don't think people are aware that this is actually a thing that people go through.
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Fanfic"In her dreams I see her pain, her tears, and hopes all fade away." "In his dreams I see his hopes blossom into present life." •Soulmate au -soulmates see dreams of partner and can communicate telepathically Park Jisung fanfic