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Half excitement and half fear
I still miss you
And I don't want you to notice that
I smile• Day6
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☆ ☆ ☆Half excitement and half fearI still miss youAnd I don't want you to notice thatI smile• Day6☆ ☆ ☆

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Heiryung sat with her hands in her lap, Mrs. Yang sitting with files in front of her.

"Are you sure Ms. Lee," the woman asked, "I don't want you to regret anything."

Heiryung looked out the window.

"I don't think I will."

With that Heiryung was released from the office. She walked out, her sneakers squeaking on the floor from how it had been raining.

Johnny sat up from the waiting area and flashed her a smile, grabbing his car keys and walking her out.

"So what'd the lawyer say," he asked as he started the car.

"Asked if I was sure and finalized my decision," Heiryung said.

"I hope you know that we all think you made the right choice," Johnny said looking at the girl who was fiddling with a stray string of her jeans.

"I just feel like I'm betraying him still," she said, "but after sitting by him and taking in what happened I think I want to get him help more than revenge."

Johnny nodded and glanced down at the girl.

"Do you think that you would be open to seeking therapy," he asked.

Heiryung looked down.

"I'm fine," she whispered, "I'll get over it eventually."

Johnny sighed and looked at her. They had reached a stop light.

"You'll never get over it," he said, "and I don't think you need to get over it. Therapy is to help the process of healing, it's not meant for you to forget everything, it's meant to heal you so you can look at it and laugh in it's face."

"I don't want to be blown off though," Heiryung muttered. "I don't want my fears and all my emotions to be just discarded as nothing. I want to be acknowledged."

"That's their job Hei," Johnny said, "they will help you, they will listen."

Heiryung looked down and sat on her hands to stop herself from further tearing the hole in her jeans.

"Maybe."

School has been a series of unfortunate events that Monday.

Eunhye had been especially bitchy that day, but at least she had been asked to leave the room after picking a fight with the teacher on Lunch duty.

She sat with Meirong, the girl an ongoing chatter box.

It was fine though. Heiryung could see herself loosening up with her.

Sometimes Meirong would compare Heiryung to a golden retriever.

"What," the girl exclaimed in cheer. "Your loyal, but your so so nice, I mean you look kinda stay upon first look cause your kinda tall and you have this glare that makes people want to scatter, but in reality your a little soft bean who wants a hug!"

"Uhm I would take out the hug part," Heiryung said as Meirong practically jogged next to Heiryung's steps.

"Nah everyone wants a hug," she grinned as she threw her arms around Heiryung.

Heiryung just looked down at the small girl who was looking up at her in glee.

"Oh god I have a parasite now," Heiryung groaned earning a laugh from Meirong.

"Oh ew," a voice said from ahead.

Heiryung looked in front of her to see Minjee fake gagging at the two girls.

"I am sick when I do look on thee," Meirong said simply. "Shakespeare, A Midsummer Night's Dream, Act 2 Scene 1."

Minjee looked at Meirong in question while Heiryung simply sighed.

Another fact about Meirong?

She was obsessed with roasting people through old renaissance quotes from plays and arts such as Shakespeare.

"Uhm ok?"

With that Minjee walked off, Meirong beaming in glee as she had successfully roasted and confused the girl within one sentence.

"Let's go to our seat why don't we," Meirong smiled as she grabbed Heiryung's arm and pulled her to their corner.

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Meirong is just such a giant weird uwu

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