𝑭𝑰𝑳𝑻𝑬𝑹 | PJM. JJK✔

pride

"Jungkook what the fuck just happened? I was tryna... you know... I've liked her for a while..." Taehyung said as he watched Min and Lois wander through the exhibition.

Jungkook looked like he just had to kill a family member. "Why did I do that?..." he whispered, tears building at the brim of his eyes.

Taehyung looked at the defeated boy next to him and pursed his lips. "You were trying to do the right thing..."

"Did I?" Jungkook asked, tears springing from his eyes as he looked at Taehyung. "Did I do the right thing?"

Taehyung scratched the back of his head with a face that gave away that he wasn't so sure. "Do you think you'd survive it if he started dating someone else? A girl?"

Jungkook's face broke seconds after Taehyung had spoken. "No," he cried, fleeing into his best friend's arms as a wave of emotions flooded over him.

Jungkook clenched at his friend's shirt as he sobbed on his shoulder. "I love him so much... but he doesn't love me back..."

"Yes he does," Taehyung whispered, comforting Jungkook by stroking the back of his head. "It's obvious Kook. I'm sure he'll come back to you."

Jungkook held on even tighter to Taehyung. "W-what if he doesn't? What if I just let him leave with my heart still clutched in his hands?"

Taehyung took a deep breath. "Then you're gonna have to get it back somehow Kook..." he said softly. "And... I don't know... maybe give it to someone else?"

Jungkook screwed his eyes shut as if he was stuck in a nightmare. "N-no! I can't... Taehyung I won't!"

"Hey, take a deep breath and calm down okay?" Taehyung said, before pulling Jungkook off his shoulder and holding him in front of him.

Jungkook tried to do as Taehyung said though he still felt dejected. He filled up his lungs and dried his teary eyes.

If Min were to date someone else. Jungkook wouldn't know how to continue dating the other filters...

How could he live with Jimin having sex with other people as well? Even though Jungkook knew very well that Jimin wasn't one person, they all did share one body.

Jungkook had always been raised with the idea that only someone's parter was allowed to see them. To touch them. But more people? Even just one... it felt wrong. Jungkook finally understood Jim's jealousy towards Jay and Jiminie. It was bascially the same for him. Other people got to date Jungkook, and there was nothing he could really do about it because they shared the same body.

Jungkook shook his head and shielded his face in his hands. "Why is this all so fucking difficult!"

"Bro chill!" Taehyung said as he slapped his hands onto Jungkook's shoulders. "Take a step back, literally, and see how things go. Everything could still work out."

"How Tae?"

"I don't know, I'm not god."

Jungkook whined and his face twisted in agony.

"Jungkook, just go take a walk okay?" Taehyung said, squeezing the student's shoulder. "Breath the air, watch the moon, count the stars. Don't think about the possibilites because they are infinite."

He pushed the student away so he wouldn't be able to see Min and Lois walking together.

"But-"

"Go!" Taehyung said, signing the student off.

~~~

Jungkook walked with his back slouched and hands buried inside his pockets.