𝑭𝑰𝑳𝑻𝑬𝑹 | PJM. JJK✔

fire

The two men sat across from each other at the table again, and Jungkook felt a certain akward tension hanging in the atmosphere.

"I just... I can't imagine you being all of them..." he said with a dry throat.

"You don't have to imagine it dummy," Jimin laughed, "It's true."

Jungkook nodded but looked like he was still processing.

Silence took over the conversation, even though he really didn't want it to.

He had so many questions, but he couldn't put them in order.

He stared at Jimin, trying to find traces of the people he loved in the man, but it somehow seemed harder than it was supposed to be.

What if he wouldn't be able to recognise them? What if he couldn't fall in love with this person?

"You look really handsome Kookie," Jimin said to break the silence, his cheeks suddenly flushing pink. He bit his lips and looked up through his lashes, giving the student a small smile that made Jungkook gulp.

The student looked away abruptly however, not wanting to let the man seduce him into liking him, no matter how adorable he was.

"Jay would never act that way," he mumbled, crossing his arms as his wall kept going up.

He didn't want to feel so disconnected from Jimin. But it was as if he'd broken up with the loves of his life a second ago and now he was already supposed to fall in love again. It wasn't fair. It didn't feel right.

Jimin drooped a little, but he didn't hang his head low. Instead he still looked strong and determined.

"I know you don't love me as much as you loved the others yet..." he said softly. "I get it..."

The boy didn't stop looking straight at Jungkook. "But I remember all the things you've done for me. All the sleepless nights, the bad moments, the good moments..."

Jimin licked his lips, cocking his head hoping that Jungkook would finally send him a glance.

"The.... the intimate moments..."

Jungkook's shivered as goosebumbs instantly covered his skin. He hesitantly spared Jimin a look, feeling so very insecure and scared.

"I know you'll find a way to love me again Jungkookie," Jimin said, "I'll help you just like you helped me and just like you I won't stop until you start to see all the memories with the filters as memories with me."

Jimin looked at Jungkook as if he had a passionate fire burning in his eyes. "You're mine Kookie... and I'll keep on remembering you until you can see it for youself."

Jungkook stared at Jimin for a while, but he kept a stern face.

"So..." he said after some time, seemingly unphased by Jimin's fierce expression.

He leaned back, his arms still crossed as the skin around his eyes tightened.

"Are you a bottom or did I read it wrong?"

Jimin's lips broke apart in complete indignance and it looked like his brain suffered a short-circuit.

"Ya you rascal do you want to die!?" He yelled. "I'm here telling you I'm willing to stay by your side no matter what and you just..."

Jimin shook his head, completely baffled but unable to hide a cheeky smile.

Jungkook's eyes crinkeled mischieviously. He couldn't explain it, but Jimin's little explosion of aggrivation had set off sparks in his stomache. They suprised him. But they made him happy.