𝑭𝑰𝑳𝑻𝑬𝑹 | PJM. JJK✔

empty [⊛]

Jungkook had the apartement to himself.

Taehyung and Lois were on a date, and the student started to realise how lonely his friend must've felt each time Jungkook would stay at Jimin's house or tell him to leave for a day or two.

The student had ordered a pizza and after finishing the homework that needed to get done for the day, his mind was free and he could watch a movie to relax.

But Jungkook knew that was just a nice thought. Because the student's mind was never free, and relaxing, no matter how hard he tried, never really happened.

It was true Jungkook had been making progress with his missed schoolwork, and he got to breath more fresh air since he actually attended his classes now. But his heart was still in terrible pain, because he hadn't seen or heard Jimin in almost two weeks.

Jungkook stared down at the half-eaten pizza on his lap. He'd eaten more of it than last time, but he didn't really have an appetite.

Life still didn't feel very colourful yet.

The student longed to feel something again. Nothing could bring him joy the way Jimin did. Nothing made him feel like he had a purpose the way Jimin did. Nothing made him feel alive the way Jimin did.

Jungkook sat away his dinner, buried himself deeper under his covers and continued watching the cheap action movie on his laptop. But even the gunshots, explosions and fightscenes didn't reach him.

The student sighed deeply, his sight blurring as he found his thoughts dwindling off, far away from the movie and closer to a certain grey haired man.

He wanted to feel. He wanted to fool himself into being less alone. And there was only one way the student knew how to do that.

Jungkook bit his lips as if he was doing something naughty when his hand traveled towards the waistband of his boxers, navigating underneath the warm covers to slip into his underwear.

Deep down Jungkook knew he'd been doing it too often lately, every time he was bored or lonely which was almost always, but the student couldn't help it. He missed Jimin so much.

He missed Jim's warm eyes, and his handsome smile. His charming presence and his gentle nature that always made Jungkook feel safe and treasured. He missed how the man would fuck him so lovingly, always making sure Jungkook enjoyed every minute and every second. His cock drilling the student's ass, his groans growing louder as he snapped his hips forward and made Jungkook see stars.

The student wrapped his fingers around his length and shuddered at the touch, closing his eyes as he forgot about the movie completely.

He missed Jiminie's cute pout and kind heart. He missed the filter feeding him candy and squeeling so cutely when he was excited. And Jungkook missed his whining when he'd stroke the boy's length and made him tremble until he nearly couldn't take the pleasure. The way he'd apogolise so kindly after spilling his cum on Jungkook's hand and licked it all up like an obedient puppy.

Blood rushed towards Jungkook's dick and it hardened in the student's hand as he kept stroking himself, the tempature underneath the covers rising quickly with his bodyheat.

God how he missed Jay cussing him out and being a smartass with that smug smirk of his. Only for his tough exterior to break every so often and show that the guy still had a good heart. He missed the way the filter would suck him so well, humming as he deepthroated the student and eagerly worked his skilful tounge.

The student shoved his covers away, sweat running down his body as he squirmed on his bed.

"Uh~ fuck..." he whispered, looking down at himself as he hastily freed his throbbing dick from his underwear, greedy to feel something other than heartache again.