Heartless B*tch

The Letter of Mark Yuuri Fujiwara

Dear Babe,

 Happy 3rd Anniversary! :* I wrote my beautiful (ehem) side of the story. This is my first time to do this kind of thing kaya be a lil patient. You know i don't say everything i felt for the three years and here it is. Gusto ko sanang isulat kaso mahaba (10-11 pages. Believe me, I wrote it down on a scratch paper before I typed it), knowing you, baka tamarin ka sa pagbabasa. Hihi. ^^ Hope you like it. :3

After three years, you knew me very well. Before you, I was simply..  Quiet, boring. Walang tumatagal sa akin na relationship. Matagal na siguro 3 months? :) Everything was planned, migrate to Japan, finish college and will take masters or doctoral degree or maybe law, and handle our company, end of the story. Hndi ako umaasa na magkaasawa dahil madali akong magsawa. Or maybe becasuse havig a relationship is a MASSIVE responsibility. Dapat parati mong iisipin na may isang taong kailangan mong bigyan ng REPORT, kailangan marami kang load para makausap sya, kailanhan dahan dahan sa pagsasalita dahil nasasaktan sya ng hindi mo nalalaman, kailangan mo syang alagaan ng walang tigil at higit sa lahat intindihin sya kahit na nagagalit at naiinis sya sa iyo nang hindi mo nalalaman kung bakit. Ubos na pera mo, pati laway at pasensya mo mauubos rin. >:) But when i met you, everything I planned just went to my recycle bin.

The first time I saw you (March 8, 2008) walking on your way to the door, waving at your friends, you already captured attention.  :) I think it's the way you stand; the way you walk that engrossed my curiosity. At first I was like. "She's wearing a red dress, that's why." But NO, It was more than that. At noong nalaman kong ikaw si 'Jackie' na matagal nang nirereto sa akin ng pinsan ko, iregretted the time that I lost your number.^^ Ikaw ang katabi ko sa table at partner ko sa 'Grand Entrance' ni pinsan so I was pleased that time. But when the people started to dance at the end of the program, I wanted to ask you but the music was upbeat and unfortunately tumayo ka agad at iniwan ako. >o< Kaya naglaro muna ako habang inaantay ka, LOL :) After noon, I went to the comfort room and paglabas ko, nasalubong ko si pinsan. Sabi nya sa akin, "Akala ko ba malakas ka sa babae? Bakit si Jackie lang hindi mo maisayaw?" I was challenged and asked you when I went back but you said your legs were aching. Knowing me, I can't accept your NO kaya tinanggal ko heels mo at dinala ka sa dancefloor. Then the song "I do" played. I asked you to stepped on my shoes so that your feet won't be cold and you hung your arms on my shoulder coz you can't reach my neck. HAHAHA! :) I was gonna say that you're beautiful but I'm scared to ruin my lovely night. ROFL! :9 In the middle of "Back at one" I teased you, "Baka magalit boyfriend mo kapag nakita tayo.". You replied, "Ayoko syang pag-usapan."OUCH! Basted agad ako. May boyfriend, iwas. :)

After two weeks pumunta ako kina Trina to ask for your address and number but she immediately called you and asked what was your impression of me then she handed me the phone. I HEARD EVERYTHING. Mayabang, antipatiko, scene stealer, snob, pakielamero at marami pa. Honestly, I was shocked. Natakot agad ako sa iyo pero I texted you because I was curious but you were not replying kaya I switched to Sun for a moment.

My impression of you was a strong woman, full of confidence, knows how to handle things and it was all through I thought you will say, "I'm sorry" or "forgive me" but it didn't came out. Then it all started there. Little conversations turned to our first date (Dating me while she had a boyfriend. Bad girl XD). We met at a mall near your house because you were devastated that you two just broke up because of some stupid fight.

That was my first time eating BALOT and I really hate it. But you laughed kaya kinain ko (trying hard. :D). Inaya kitang kumain sa Greenwich noon, pero sabi mo hindi ka kumakain kapag depressed ka kaya we ended up in the arcade. You were so good in guns which scare me more. o.O HAHAHA. At noon nasa videoke room tayo, I was totally SHOCKED! Your voice is so beautiful! I remember it was like an angel singing (I'm not joking). But then you cried. I was pissed at the same time sad because seeing a strong person breakdown like that was indescribable. For a short span of time, nakilala kita na matatag na tao. You always have a side in serious things (pero kapag tatanungin kung saan pupunta o kakain ang sagot, "kahit saan." Hmmp.) and have a strong perspectives in life. You have principles that you believed in and one had to prove so much to change just a bit of it. You're not a typical girl. :) You're unique in your own way. ^^