i parked the car after driving hana and i back from the photoshoot. i wondered about how exhausted she must be. she was in front of the camera, the entire day when me and the 127 boys had thankfully, a chill practice. to be honest, i had already let go the competition me and hana had because, it wasn't really important. i was concerned for hana and the girls constantly overworking themselves. they already have so many projects after their debut. but hana has many responsibilities, she's the visual, main rapper and she monitors the girl's health despite being the maknae of her group. im proud of her taking initiative, but for some odd reason, i wish she wouldn't be so hard on herself when things didn't go according to plan. he would often hear about her practices being full of corrections because she was exhausted from the previous day's practice or work. after staring at her, and having all those thoughts. i decided to wake her up, but to carry her to the dorm because she must be really tired. i got out of the car, closed the car door then opened hana's door. i first took of her seatbelt, then slung her purse around me then grabbed her and carried her to the dorms. i managed to open the door somehow but in the end, i put hana on her side of my bed and put her purse by her belongings. after i laid her down, i took off her shoes. then i decided to take off both my backpack and her purse. i grabbed her phone from the pocket of my jacket that she was wearing and plugged it in so she could have it charged in the morning. after that i went back to the bed and tucked her into the covers. i then realized that hana still had some light make-up on her face so i used some make-up pads of hers that i found in my bathroom and used a makeup remover on her face. she moved a bit bt i managed to get all her makeup off without waking her up. i then started to take care of myself. i brushed my teeth, flossed, then headed to bed. when i came back to the bed after getting ready i realized it was already 12 am. so i hurriedly turned off the light and went under the covers. i felt hana pulling me closer like usual. i assumed she always feels cold so at this point it became normal and i didnt even react to it.
i just slid my arm on her waist and pulled her closer so she could feel my warmth. with that i whispered "goodnight hana" in her ear and fell fast asleep.
the next morning ---
i woke up to see hana clinging on to me like a bear and the bright sun on the left side of the room. i quietly got out of her embrace, and realized how tiny hana is. to be honest, i think i've only seen her eat a big amount which was the day we met. i had a bright idea that the boys and i should make food for the girls. so i got up, and woke up haechan, taeyong and johnny. each time i opened the door, i found cuddling a tiny girl and i took a picture of each of them so i could show it to hana later. after i got them up, i told them the plan to cook breakfast for them because they all must be exhausted and tired. today was our day-off and the girls have a day-off as well. "lets get started boys!" i said and gave them all a pat on the back. i started with cracking eggs while haechan what working on making the girls a smoothie. taeyong cooked the food and johnny nicely plated the food so everyone had an even portion. in the end it looked like this:
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a/n: not exactly bt you get the point.
all the boys looked proudly at their hard work. then then each took a tray and headed to the girls. before i left to go see hana, i cleaned the kitchen up to look more presentable. then i headed to her.
i opened the door and brought in the tray of food. i saw hana sitting up on the bed, rubbing her eyes and looking at her phone. when hana saw me enter, she whispered a "goodmorning mark, let's be quiet i don't wanna wake up the others". she said while putting a finger over her mouth to resemble a 'shh' sound. i quickly nodded and replied, 'the boys and i think you girls need to eat more & you guys are also gonna debut soon so um .. well like .. basically we just wanted to make sure you guys aren't overworked.' after speaking, i realized i was looking down the entire time and when i looked up, i saw hana staring straight at me.
"thank you mark.. it means a lot to me that you took the time to make this." hana said with a big smile across her face. after hearing her response, i then handed her over the tray while she looked at it in amusement.
"i can't really cook so the boys helped me but i did help prepare hana, i swear!" i said worriedly that i wouldn't impress hana if i admitted the truth. before i could do anything, i felt a gentle hand on my chin, forcing me to look up.
when i did, i saw hana and she said, "mark you're rambling. the fact that you had the thought to do it still makes me happy. let me eat, okay?" she stared into my eyes. while i just nodded and she started eating. to ease the awkward me and hana started talking about what we wanted to do for our day-off. we both agreed that we were tired but i was glad i could do something for hana, considering she works so hard.
