you told me that you needed me today.
i didn't know what to do or how to properly react to that.
i stared at my phone wondering how i got into this position.
after saying for so long that i'd never have a friend with benefits situation and you said that as well,
that seems to be all we are as of late.
for some reason, i come running anytime you call me.
i crave your attention and your touch.
i know that if i were to text you out of the blue as you do to me,
you wouldn't come running.
i don't think you would ever show up.
it's always all give and no take.
i get nothing in return outside of the obvious physical aspect.
are we even friends anymore?
we don't act like it.
i can't remember the last time we hung out where it didn't escalate and if i'm being honest i'm getting tired of this.
even if i'm just a toy to you,
i know that i'll always stick around because i'm just such a fool for you.
YOU ARE READING
Behind My Eyes.
Poetrycome pick my mind and stay awhile, make yourself comfortable. it's awfully lonely in here. - inside this book, you'll find five distinct parts: simply me, which tells you almost everything you need to know about me. you, which tells you...