Lumalalim na ang gabi at puro kwentuhan at tawanan kami. Nag labas na din ng inumin kanina si kuya. Some bacardi and johnnie walker.
"What happened to you and Brent?" I asked Ella. Medyo may tama na.
"Tss i don't fckng know. I'm happy with him? yes. Its just im not yet ready to commit. I don't know babe." Ngumiti ito at kumuha ng isang shot.
"Not yet ready?? u and brent were like a thing na back in college right? that's so many fckng years na." I asked.
"Takot kase." Sabi ni Sophia.
"Ya sobrang dami na namin advice dyan before pero wala ayaw pa din. They are the best for each other. They had flings before but we saw true happiness when they are together, right?" Dana said.
"Ikaw na mag advice Dani, baka sayo makinig." Tumawa si Sophia.
"Nag hihintay pa din ba si Brent?" I asked. Tumingin si Sophia at Dana kay Ella.
"Sabi nya mag hihintay sya." Sabi ni Ella. Kinilig kami.
"Sana ol." Sophia laughed.
"Bitch i know you love him. Don't be scared. Ya scary mag mahal pero sobrang worth it. Masasaktan pero mas madaming masayang moments. And u will have someone na hindi ka iiwan. Just trust him. Trust your relationship. Love and support each other. Sobrang sarap sa feeling mag mahal. Wag ka matakot." Sabi ko at kumuha ng isang shot.
"Ayan makinig ka sa expert." Dana laughed. Inirapan ko ito at natawa din.
"Tignan mo si Dana masaya lang. Kase it's your choice to be happy. Wag nyo piliin yung makakasakit sainyo." Sabi ko ulit.
"Tama. Ako kaya kelan mag kakajowa. Hayss." Sabi ni Sophia.
"Ikaw kasi dami dami naman nanliligaw sayo, hindi mo pinapansin." Dana said.
"I don't know. I feel like landi lang gusto nila. U know nafefeel ko agad pag ganun." Malungkot na sinabi ni Sophia.
"Just wait babe, dadating din yan." I smiled at her. She smiled too.
"My gosh I'm tipsy as fuck. Pero I understand naman lahat. And thank you bitches!! I love u so muchhhhh!!" Ella laughed and took another shot. Natawa kami.
Ang boys ay nasa kabilang table. Maingay at nag tatawanan din. Naramdaman ko ang titig ng isa sa mga ito. Napatingin ko dito.
He looked at me with playful eyes while his hand is playing on his lips. I smiled at him pero umiwas din ito ng tingin. Nakita kong kumuha sya ng inumin.
I really don't know how to start. Should I say sorry? Should I explain first? Should I act normal like nothing happened? But I cannot do that. Maybe not now. Not the right timing.
Tumayo ako para kumuha pa ng chips at water sa kitchen.
I was filling up the pitcher in our water dispenser when I felt someone behind me. When I finished filling it up ay nilagay ko ito sa counter. I saw Ricci standing there. Hindi ko sya pinansin at dumeretso ako sa pantry.
I'm nervous as fuck.
I tried to open the right top cabinet kung nasaan ang chips pero hindi ko maabot.
"Fck! Bakit ba sa taas nilagay to." I said to myself while trying to reach the chips.
"Maliit ka lang." He chuckled.
"What the fuck! You scared me!" I was shookt as hell. Ang lalim ng boses nya. Nanliit ako nung tumabi pa lalo sya saakin at walang kahirap hirap kinuha ang chips. Naamoy ko ang bango nya. Fuck it! I miss him so bad.
