Momentary Bliss

27th

Hindi ako nakatulog ng maayos. Putol putol tulog ko kaya hindi ko na napansin na umaga na pala.

I stood up to drink a glass of water. Its only 6 in the morning. Leah and Micah are still sleeping.

Naupo lang ako sa sofa sa sala. Still overthinking. I'm just a bit relived that I didn't experience another nightmare, yun nga lang kinulang naman ako sa tulog.

Nakatambay lang ako sa sala at hindi pinansin ang oras. Hindi ko maalis alis sa isipan ko ang mga nangyayari saakin.

I decided to scroll through my social media instead. I saw that Tan posted 3 pictures.

~trist21 tagged you in 3 posts~

The first post was a stolen picture of me when we were at their rest house. He captioned it with:

My Love, my eyes will always be at you even though I'm not at your sight anymore.

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The second post was a picture if us taking a selfie pero naka wacky. We look cute. He captioned it with:

Whatever face you make, that is still the same face I fell inlove with.

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The last picture he posted was a picture of us holding hands. We took the picture using his tripod since wala namang magpipicture saamin nun. He captioned it with:

The hands I am holding now, will forever be the hands of the one I love till my last breath.

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The lines and dots are still confusing me. But overall, his captions for me was something that made my heart flatter.

Nakita ko rin sa notifications ko that some people liked a post I posted yesterday. As far as I know, I was not even active yesterday. So I came to a conclusion that Tristan used my account. Gosh that man really knows how to invade privacy but in a good way.

He also posted 3 pictures in my account.

The first picture was a picture from when we decided to become a couple. We took a selfie in his car. He captioned it with:

I'd ask you to be my girlfriend everyday if I need to, My Love.

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-Tristan F.

The second picture was me eating with him in a restaurant. This time was the moment I told him that I love the food they served in that restaurant. He captioned it with:

I can always cook every meal you want a hundred times better than the meal they serve in the restaurant. My cooking would taste the best when its suppose to be served to you, My Love.

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-Tristan F.

The last one is the one that really made me smile. It's a video of him singing my favorite song, "Love Story" by Taylor Swift.

He sang it with a guitar too. He never told me he played the guitar before. I was at awe watching the video.

He captioned it with:

In the song, the boy was named Romeo and the girl was named Juliet, the girl waited for Romeo despite feeling alone for a while. But in our love story, you, Vivianne Scarlet is the girl and I'll be the boy. In our story, destiny was kind and let us meet each other despite the years we haven't seen each other. You may be alone in those years, but trust me, I won't leave you until my last breath. Because, you, my love will always be a treasure that I will cherish until death.