Hours went by, kinailangan na namin pumunta sa psychiatrist to get my check up.
Micah is with us since she is also worried has no plans for today.
Some moments after, nakarating na kami sa destination namin. Tan knows where kaya sumama na kami sakanya.
"Tristan!" I heard a woman said.
"Angel! Good to see you." Tristan said and hugged her.
I don't know what I'm suppose to be feeling now. Nagseselos ako pero I trust Tan naman.
"Ah, Vivianne, this is my classmate way back in high school. This is Angel. Angel, Vivianne, my girlfriend." He introduced us to each other a bit formal.
"Nice to finally meet you!" Angel said at inabot ang kamay niya, I guess for a handshake.
"You too." I said sabay tanggap sa kamay niya. We smiled at each other.
Pinakilala ko na din si Micah and went inside of the clinic afterwards. Tan and Micah did not go with me para daw may privacy. Pinaupo na ako ni Angela and asked me questions.
"What kind of dreams do you dream of? Nabanggit saakin ni Tristan that you were having nightmares 2 nights in a row already. Kung okay lang pwede mo ba sabihin saakin yung tungkol sa napanaginipan mo?" She asked and smiled.
"Well, my first dream was about the ones I love not being with me. Nasa iisang bahay ako na madilim at mag-isa lang ako. Hinanap ko sila pero kahit saan ni anino nila hindi ko makita. I suddenly heard someone call my name, they weere waking me up already that time." I explained.
"Oh, okay. Whats the other one? Is it as bad as the first one?" She asked and looked a bit concerned.
"I don't know whats worse pero ayaw ko mangyari saakin yun. My other dream started off normal, hanggang umabot na sa part that everyone kept on disappearing from my sight. Just like my first dream, I was alone again." I said and tried my best to avoid tearss from falling since I'm recalling such a heartbreaking thing.
"Did this every happen before? Is there something wrong that has been happening to you?" She kept on asking me those questions.
"Its the first time, doc. Pero everytime I experience being happy, there comes this day where everything ends up being sad and heartbreaking. Para bang hindi ako hinahayaan sumaya ng walang lungkot na kapalit." I said and avoid eye contact.
Tumango lang siya and said, "Baka dahil na ito sa stress at mga problema na dinadanas mo. You should try releasing some stress that is building up in you. Try being happy and avoiding negative people and also avoid being included in negative situations, that might be the reason why that keeps on happening to you." she said and smile.
"What if I can't avoid doing those?" I asked and looked at her.
"You need to avoid those as much as possible. A lot of stress might be the reason of that. You have many people out there who are willing to talk to you. Tristan as your boyfriend should know that too. You are a very kind person, don't get me wrong but not all people have love ones willing to talk and to spend time with them. You are a very lucky one. As of now, be happy and avoid negative stuff." She said and smiled at me.
"Thank you." I said at tumyo na.
Hinatid niya ako sa pinto where Tan and Micah are waiting.
"So, how was it?" Micah said at tumabi na saakin.
"It was fine. I got to tell someone what really happened." I said and fainted a smile.
"If you need someone to talk to, we're always here." I heard Tan said behind.
"Thank you." Lumingon ako sakanya.
"Should we get going now?" Tan asked.
"Yup!" Micah said and dragged me papunta sa parking lot.
Nakasakay na kami sa sasakyan when someone called Micah.
"Yes love?" Micah said.
Nagulat ako at napatingin sakanya. LOVE? May boyfriend siya?? Since when?
Nagpeace sign siya after ng call.
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Momentary Bliss
Random[UNEDITED PARTS!] Every person experiences bliss or happiness but why is it that Vivianne here experiences happiness but whats different is everytime she's happy she knows that its always going to be a temporary feeling. Every happy start results to...
