Learning to Love | ✓

Chapter 5

[ZEUS]

I wonder what Julian was doing now. He was so hot that night, God. I didn't think Julian was one of those physical guys, but I was all for it. The Idea alone was mouth-watering. He is the cutest thing I've ever seen, with his blue eyes and messy blonde hair. I swear I could eat him up.

I closed my eyes and hummed. How many more days was it till I get to go back to Los Angeles?

"Zeus your friend down there is having a problem and I'm sure I'm not the cause," Louis complained, trying to wiggle out of my grip. I laughed. I was in Louis' apartment spooning him on his king-size bed. I liked the apartment. It was roomy and big. I understand why Louis asked for it.

"Come on now," I teased, turning Louis to face me. I loved how he looked after sex, all worked up and tired. He was so beautiful. Would Julian look like this? My face softened in thought.

"You're beautiful, you know that, right?" I said, burying my face in Louis' curls.

I loved a lot of things about Louis. I loved his messy brown curls. I loved the way his big brown eyes widened when I nuzzled or suckled his neck. I loved the feel of him under me. He was so lean, so soft. I loved how his lean well kept fingers dug into my flesh when I took him. God, who could forget how he wrapped his leg around my waist when he pleaded for more. Would Julian do the same? Would he straight up ask for it like Louis? Or would he blush at the mere idea?

"Louis," I mulled jacking his waist and rubbed our groins together. His eyes widened and his mouth fell open in a surprised 'oh.' Man, did I mention I loved that too? Would Julian have done the same? I rubbed our groins faster against each other whimpering at the thought of Julian. What exactly would he feel like?

"Zeus — No we can't. I'm used," he complained, trying to wiggle out of my grip.

I looked at Louis' face he was right, he was used. His lips were pink and swollen from kissing and nibbling. His face was still flushed and fresh love bites adorned his neck and chest, but I needed him. I needed Julian.

"Just a quickie." I tried to bargain kissing a trill down his chest

"No... No! that's what you said the last three times," he said, shuddering. His mouth opened in a silent moan.

"Louis," I moaned spreading his legs. He suddenly opened his eyes and scrambled away from me.

"No! We can't," Louis said, jumping to his feet before backing away from the bed.

"It's okay..." I tried to say.

"No. It's not okay. You don't — you don't usually look at me like that. Heck, you never look at me like that," Louis said, giving me a confused frown. He looked hurt, why?

"Who is he?" Louis asked starring at the floor. I widened my eyes. I haven't told him about Julian at least I don't think I have.

"Don't look at me like that. I'm not a ghost," Louis said facing me head on now.

"I... how did you know?" I asked. There was no point in lying. He already had me. But the fact that he figured it out — am I that obvious?

"As I said, you don't look at me like that," Louis' said rolling his eyes as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"Um, so, jerk of or something," Louis said with a nervous tone. He still looked hurt. Did I do something?

"I guess I'll be in the kitchen," Louis murmured before walking his cute butt out of the room. I stretched out on the bed, thinking.

Did I really think of Julian that much?

[JULIAN]

I haven't seen Zeus for weeks. I was beginning to think he was avoiding me. I didn't have a phone anymore, and I couldn't just check up on him. What if he got bored and didn't want to be friends anymore? The thought alone worried me to tears. I always ended up snuggling his jacket. His jacket — it was so cozy, so warm, and it had a sensual smell that I had concluded belonged to Zeus.