Chapter 36 +

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JIMIN POV

“Sir.” I ordered spitefully. God I can't even look at her.

Her smile faded a little when she knew I wasn't joking.

“Are you deaf?” I asked her again. She was scared. She should be.

“What's wrong, Jimin? Did I do something wrong?” Her voice was getting weaker.

I suddenly pushed the files and coffee towards her. It stained her dress. I don't care.

“SIR.” I said louder.

Her eyes were tearing up.

My eyes were becoming soft. No. My mother's image flashed in front of my eyes.

I looked at her coldly.

“Sir.” She said, her voice feeble.

“Good, now get lost.” I said as I looked back into my files.

She went out and ran away. I knew to do what.

It hurts. It's not her fault. I know...

But everytime I look at her or hear her name all I can see is my mother's dead body.

I cupped my face in my hands.

I want to run after her.

Tell her 'I'm sorry'.

I want to tell her to screw all the rules and come hug me.

But I will learn to hate her.....

Who am I  kidding? Can I really hate her?
I am supposed to but I don't.

How can I? It's not her fault. It's our parents who fucked up.

Yes, I know.
This is all so fucked up.

I guess..... I .....like her..

It's wrong, I know.

But as long as it's in my fucked up little head and nobody knows about it...It's fine, right?

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