Limerence: Untold Story Of Tears (BS2)

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Halos liparin ko ang kinaroonan ko papunta kanina Jannilyn. The hospital is a bit far. Tapos traffic pa.

Jannilyn is the weakest when it comes to emotions. She attempted suicide alot of times. Ilang beses naming nakita ang palapulsuhan nya na may sugat o dugo. We aren't that shock. She can't handle alot of stress bringing by her family, by her own love ones.

Tinakbo ko ang lokasyon ni Tresha. She is wearing teacher's uniform sitting near the door. From a far. I knew she's nervous.

"Nasan na sya?" I ask as I walk near her.

Nag-angat naman sya ng tingin. Nginuso nya ang pinto. "Wala paring malay"

I nod. Umupo ako sa tabi nya. Naramdaman ko ang panginginig ng tuhod ko. Maybe it's because of the sudden rush. I felt my sweat flowing. But nervousness inside me occupied the freaking situation.

Sana okay lang sya...

I gulp. Nanatili ang tingin ko sa pinto. Wala paring lumalabas na doktor doon.

"Do you think she will be fine?" I almost whisper. I became weak all of sudden.

I can see on my pheriperal vision. She's looking at me with nervousness. I wonder this woman shift class or skip it, for this situation.

"She must be" She whispered. Nagbaba sya ng tingin. "I call them. Sadly, they can't came even if they really want to-"

I take a glance at her. Mukgang hindi nga kayang makaabot ng burgurls dito ngayon.

I force a smile. "It's okay."

May mga responsibilidad din sila sa trabaho. Kilala ko naman ang mga 'yon. Importante saamin ang isa't isa. Siguro kung kaya lang talaga nila, ay pupunta sila dito.

Nilingon ko ang paligid. Kami lang dalawa ang nandun. May mga batang umiiyak at mga taong nag iintay. May mga nurses na naglalakad pero malayo sila saamin.

"Where's Shiela?" I continue searching.

"Bumili ng pagkain. Kakagising lang daw nya kasi nakatulog daw sya after exercise." she sighed.

"Sobrang pinaghahandaan nya ang Victoria's Secret walk. Well, she's the first pure Filipina to walk there. Maybe she is really pressure."

I smile. "Can't help to be proud Huh?" she nod and chuckle. "She deserve it"

"Ofcourse! Kasama ko na kayo simula highschool. You're happiness makes me happy too" She pout.

"Kaya nga nalulungkot ako para kay Jannilyn ih, kasi akala ko natakapan na ang sugat sa kanya. Simula highschool nasasaktan na sya ng ganyan hanggang ngayon ba naman..."

I sighed as I observed the door. "She can do it. Don't feel sorry for her. Mahal natin yun. Kaya nya yan. Nandito lang tayo lagi.."

Hindi ko pa natapos ang pagsasalita ko ng maramdaman ko.

"Gurls!"

Napalingon ako sa bati nyun ni Shiela. She's with Ierl, they're carrying the foods.

"Shems. You really love pronouncing girl as gurl?" Tresha laugh.

Shiela hand her a cup of coffee. "Don't see it as problem."

She continue laughing until she hand me my coffee. Natigilan ako sa pag abot ng kape nang bigla syang sumigaw.

"You owe me a story, huh!?"

Pinanlakihan ko naman sya ng mata. Komportable naman ako mag kwento sa kanila, pero hindi ko lang alam ngayon.