A Kiss and I will Surrender || A Frerard Fanfic

Chapter 23

It was Thursday, the 29th of October, and Gerard was on his way home from school on this actually nice autumn afternoon. The wind wasn't as strong anymore and the sun was shining a lot more as well. Gerard smiled softly as he looked up at the bright sun, squinting his eyes a little as it shined into his face. He hoped it would be the same in two days, on Halloween, for two reasons.

First, it would be a lot more fun to actually go outside at night when it wasn't raining and when it wasn't as windy.

Second, it was Franks birthday.

There was no doubt about it that Frank had the coolest birthday every year. When they were still younger, they would always go out trick or treating, coming back home with mountains of candy and then eating all of them in one night. Well, they did that once. Only because it took their bodies about three hours to make them throw all of it up again. It had been so disgusting. Mikey, Frank and him all in the bathroom, Gerard throwing up into the sink, Frank into the toilet and Mikey into the bathtub. Considering they were only seven years old then and that it had been one of their first times really trick or treating, throwing up after three hours seemed rather reasonable to Gerard now. He guessed. Well, it never happened again.

Or last year. Oh god, last year. Frank wanted them to watch horror movies all night and even though none of them had minded that at all, he just had to pick some of the worst movies of all time. Amazing ones, like Nightmare on Elmstreet and It, but also the sequel to Donny Darko and what even was that movie. It had been an amazing night though, which had ended with all of them falling asleep in the living room. Gerard had looked around the room after Mikey had fallen asleep next to him and had caught Frank smiling softly at him, both of them being the last ones awake.

They both had gotten up, careful not to wake anyone, and had walked towards each other and had sat down on the floor, so close that their thighs had touched. Frank had looked up at him with a smile on his face, no lip ring there yet, and Gerard had smiled right back, had reached up his hand and had cupped Franks soft cheek. He remembered blushing a lot as he had caught Frank glancing down at his lips, then looking back up with half lidded eyes. Gerard had leaned in, Frank as well.

They had almost kissed.

Almost.

But Gerard had chickened out and had kissed his forehead instead. When he had looked back down at Frank, he hadn't seen any disappointment, only a slightly smaller smile. They never had a moment like that again. Yes, they had kissed each others foreheads, hands and cheeks, but always out of comforting each other, thanking each other. Not out of love.

Gerard touched his cheeks softly to feel how badly his blush was, but instead he scrunched up his face a little. They hurt. He had a few rashes on them from when he had... Tripped, at Berts place. Bert had helped him up again and had kissed his cheeks until they didn't hurt anymore and then they had slept with each other again. They did that a lot recently. Gerard wasn't sure if he really liked that. He loved sex and being so close to someone, but Bert was always so rough. So strong. It wasn't like Gerard minded being the bottom and being controled, but he always thought that the top was gentler, careful and that it didn't hurt that much.

"Hey Baby", Bert smiled at him as he opened the front door. Gerard hadn't even realized that he had been standing there since a few minutes.

"Hey", he smiled at Bert and leaned into the kiss Bert greeted him with. He gently got pulled inside and Bert walked into his room, with Gerard following him.

"Any plans for Halloween yet?", Bert asked him after they had gotten comfortable on his bed, Gerards head resting on Berts stomach.

"Yeah. Going out with Mikey", he said, not completely lieing to him. He was going out with Mikey, and Frank. He didn't want to mention Frank right now though. Not in front of Bert.