Yours, A.

...negative feelings disappeared...

Saturday, October 21, 2017.

Dear D,
I told you I was going to feel better after seeing my cousins! They came in late yesterday night, after I had already gotten home, and I had even finished preparing their meal and ordered some pastries. They came in, and all my negative feelings disappeared.

Needless to say lol, we didn't even sleep! Sleep for what? We had so much catching up to do. I should actually introduce my cousins to you, no? Yes!

Fareedah is the eldest of the siblings and she's about 23, about 23 cause she's going to be 24 next month! Oh, she shares the same month with Muhammad, that means I have to start thinking of birthday gifts oh subhanallah.

Ruqayyah is 20 and she's the closest to me! She's my closest cousin, and she can actually pass as my female best friend. She's almost perfect, and I'm not saying perfect because I'm aware that nobody is perfect, but she's this close to perfect! She's so spiritual, to start with, she has so much love for Allah SWT and I can only strive to be like her, she's like the epitome of how a good person should be, patient, generous, modest, and so much more.

Tasleem is their last sibling, and he's 17. He's such a vibe! His sense of humor is out of the world and he just cracks us up every single time!
Oh, and they're my cousins from my mum's side. Their dad is my mum's only sibling and so, they try as much as possible to keep us close.

Well, only Fareedah and Ruqayyah came over and they say they'd be spending a WHOLE week! And am I sad because I have to go to school from home the whole of next week? Haha. Of course not. I'm excited! We are even going to school together on Monday 'cause Fareedah and Ruqayyah want to see Muhammad, it's been a while.

Okay now, about my day. We slept after fajr and we didn't wake up until noon, lol. We decided to actually do some Islamic convo kind of, talking about how much we have improved in our deen and we shared some notable Ahadeeth, Sunnah and Quranic verses that we had learnt since we last met. Then, we cooked! It was so much fun cause Fareedah bakes. She made chocolate cakes an milkshake, and we were running around and shouting like, like something I can't even qualify.
Then, I did some studying cause lol that's what I was supposed to do at home, and did the assignment I have.

We saw a movie together after praying maghreb, and I'm here writing 2 hours after Isha. I am just about to start studying.

Okay, bye!

Oh wait, I called Adeel today. I apologised for snapping at him yesterday, and explained to him I wasn't in the mood, and he actually wasn't mad. We spoke for a while, and I have this feeling in me that we would be good friends.

It seems my cousins and myself are going to have so much fun in the week to come, so I'm trying to save pages!