Yours, A.

...make up class...

Wednesday, 27th October, 2017.

Dear D,
I'm almost writing this with tears in my eyes cause what?!!!! I'm tired. After filling this journal in on Monday or better still, Tuesday morning, I slept off, only for me to wake up and see a message that we were having a make up class yesterday. Basically, I had classes from 9 in the morning till 4 in the evening, and what's worse? I had to study for 4 hours! (Obviously 'cause I spent my study time speaking to we all know who on the phone).

I studied till 5:30 at school and immediately after praying at home, I continued studying until ishaa, then after ishaa, I did my assignments and off, to la, la Land! It was really annoying 'cause I wasn't able to spend time with my cousins, I didn't even eat a thing. I was cranky and I kept on acting up cause I really wanted to spend time with them and have fun, and well, unfortunately, they were the same people at the receiving end of my crankiness. Oh, and my half siblings got back yesterday too.

I thought today was going to be better, goodness I was wrong. We had 2 impromptu tests! 2! It's really annoying cause we aren't even close to exams yet so what's the rush? Oh, and I also got a mail today that both of the stories I entered for the competition last week didn't qualify to the next stage, but that's not a problem for me, I've learnt that life is about winning sometimes, and sometimes, not winning.

My classes finished earlier today by 2pm, but I stayed back to study for 3 house instead of two, because what if ALL of my lecturers decide to be mean like those two and then, give us tests? Needless to say, I wasn't able to eat lunch too, and worse, I had to come home myself, with public transport.

Guess what happened when I got home, after looking forward to how much time I would spend with my cousins and how I would stay up at least 2 hours in the night talking to them?

I'm sure you guessed wrong, and they had left! They didn't even call me. They sent a text that they had to go home cause of an emergency and I didn't even see it until I got home. I was so hurt and bitter, I didn't like that things weren't going my way at all. Actually, I don't like that things aren't going my way. My half siblings asked me to help with their assignments and I tried to, but I snapped at them and they just went to meet their mum instead.

I prayed my night prayers, and ate dinner. I don't want to study cause I'm not in the mood and I don't even know what to do at the moment. I'd call Attiyah but...oh wait, I can call Adeel! Oh well, I know I said I won't call him in the middle of the night but technically, this isn't the middle of the night so bye! I think he would make me feel better.

Yours,
A.