Yours, A.

... chocolates...

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Thursday, 2nd November, 2017.

Dear D,
Finally! It's Muhammad's birth month, and even though I'm so excited about it, I don't know what to get for him as a gift! Oh, and Fareedah too, but I know she really likes chocolates, I do too ;)! I'd just get her a box, and a greeting card. But you see Muhammad, he's hard to please and I intend on giving him something that's going to make him really happy.

Yesterday was good, Alhamdulilah, my classes went normally, I was able to study, I was even able to memorise some verses of the Quran, and again, I'm done with that book I started and I already picked another one (Kawthar gave it to me yesterday) and the title is "Under the Udala Trees" by Chinelo Okparanta.

Oh, I almost had an argument with Adeel though. When he called me back, I asked why he didn't pick my call in the first place and he must have sensed the anger in my tone cause he mentioned that I was the one who wasn't picking up, and he understood. Well, obviously, I got mad and snapped at him but then he was all patient about it, and he even apologised for not picking my call, and then I felt bad.

Today was good too, Alhamdulilah. My cousins are back home, and Ruqayyah has already gone back to school as they actually resumed earlier this week, and Fareedah is back to enjoying her break from all this academic thingy. So, I'm back at my hostel, and I don't intend to go home this weekend, or the next. I have an event on Saturday, something about employability after school and on Sunday, I have an MSSN event.

After my classes, I went to the library and guess who I saw? Just guess guess. Yes! I saw Attiyah and it felt like it's been so long. The group chat has been silent for quite a while, as everyone is busy with classes and assignments and stuff, so I actually missed her. We did some small talk and then I ended up studying next to her. Oh, and guess guess who she asked me about? Muhammad! Are you thinking what I'm thinking?

I'm already thinking of writing
some Muhattiyah moments in some years, months or in fact, weeks to come! Oh now that I think about it, they're just perfect opposites and like they say, opposites attract ;)! Goodness, I can imagine them together, Muhammad teases a lot and she's painfully shy, oh okay, let me not get ahead of myself but well, I mentioned to her that I'd let him know she asked of him and the terrified look she gave me made me change my mind. If they're meant for each other, they would be together at the end, I don't have to meddle.

Oh but goodness I'm putting them in my prayers.

Oh, and I got a mail as regards that story that made it through the first screening, and guess who's already in the top 100? Yep yep, Alhamdulilah it's me. I'm so glad, even if I don't make it to the top 5 in the end, I'm already happy that my story was worth choosing. And the second story, I haven't gotten any updates as regards that.

I downloaded Wattpad today, I think I want to start writing there too, and 'Aaishah has been talking to me nonstop about Operation Dard and Devotion, I need to read it.

Oh wait, I've introduced 'Aaishah haven't I? Oh goodness, I haven't! She's my friend, and we are quite close. She says people keep asking her what's going on between myself and Muhammad, and when I tried to explain that we are just really close friends, she said she understands and she doesn't know why they keep thinking that.

I wonder why too, if there's anybody who I have a thing for at the moment, it'd be...oh goodness, what???!! I don't like Adeel, or do I?
Haha, I don't. I don't like anybody, my heart is made of stone, like 'Aaishah would say.

Okay bye.

Yours,
A