FSA journals: Trapped in her own game

Storm over my paradise

Serena (POV)

I tried but I just couldn't, days turned into weeks and I only told him half the part, that I got drunk but I couldn't tell him the other part .

It was too horrible and I soon forgot. Mitch took me to school this morning, . I couldn't possibly imagine life without him . He was my everything. After third period we went to the garden, where I used to meet Drake. It still frightens me at how quickly I forgot him, did I ever truly love him? Mitch dared me to tell him my Facebook password and I dared him to do same, after all I had nothing to hide, this was a new stage in our relaysh . I gave it to him Mitchismylife4eva2019 and his was Serenamyheartmydreams108, I thought I was the only one mushy enough to use my bf as my password .

We had dinner at a restaurant and he took me home. The next morning I didn't even receive my daily text . He texted me sweet things like

"my heart, my life, my dreams, wake up its a new day for me to love and cherish you, Mitch "

You can't possibly blame me for falling for him in such a short period of time . I was worried but I just brushed it off . Maybe he just forgot he's only human. I bathed and got dressed in a knee length pink floral number with wedge white sandals that matched my white back pack.

I had breakfast, orange juice, oats, scrambled eggs on toast and tea. I stood at the road side for about 20 minutes, Mitch was a no show, now I'm worried . I got my car, a Toyota corolla, I had a Ferrari but my Mom insisted I take it back she'd give me her old car . My life's struggles . When I got to school I saw Mitch complaining to Roxy, Joan and Julie about something, I called him, he turned and just walked away, what the hell just happened?

In history class, I turned to him and stared at him intently, I wanted him to give me face and when he finally did, he shot me a death glare . OK now I'm freaking out . After class I chased him around the cafeteria , and begged him to tell me what was going on,

"Babe please talk to me, what's going on?, are you pissed ? If you are please tell me what's going on?" I could feel tears form in my eyes now .

" You lied to me Serena, You told me you did nothing that could harm me or our relaysh in that God damn trip "

"I didn't babe I promise ."

"Stop lying "

"I'm not "

"I can't stand your presence right now, if your interested go talk to Roxy she'll explain it to you"

then he turned and tried to walk away I hugged him from behind and tried to lock him in my arms hopefully the heat of my love would melt his anger away, but it didn't he pushed me aside and walked away.

You have no idea whatsoever how much that hurt me and why did I have to ask Roxy why MY bf was angry with me? Why didn't HE tell me? I had to know. I searched all over the school and found her chatting with Quin, Joan and Julie . I let go of my pride, anger and hurt and asked Roxy what happened. She explained to me that Mitch had heard Blaq and Brosq talk about it . Talk about what?

"What happened between you and Terror the last night of our trip " she said

According to Joan and Julie he was really hurt . Joan was like

" i told you to tell him everything Sere, now look what you've gotten yourself into "

" I was going to but i forgot about it i swear, I was " I couldn't help it and I broke down in tears .

The girls consoled me, it just hurts so badly .That night I tried calling Mitch but he wouldn't pick . I cried myself to sleep . I couldn't loose him now, not when he meant so much to me . I bathed, ate, brushed my teeth and went to bed, The next day, there was no text from Mitch, it meant he was still angry with me . What am I gonna do? I got ready for school, today I was in jeans shorts a neon, green, sleeveless, crop top and green wedged summer sandals from $w@gy@¢ole a really popular brand sorta like the Gucci, Armani, versacci of where I'm from. They had shoes, bags,dresses, accessories of all kinds . I loved them. The whole day, Mitch ignored me, he didn't even try to steal a glance at me .

He spent all day with Roxy it was really beginning to annoy me . Why didn't he just talk to me? Like a normal person, instead he preferred to confide in Roxy. Ow God, will he ever forgive me??

Authors note

I know the chapters are short but I try to make up for it by updating everyday, please bear with me . And about the game all FSA students who think they have an idea of who the cast are should whatsapp me their answers for a special prize. Thank you to my big sister Juana for acting as my publicist . Lol