FSA journals: Trapped in her own game

Storm brewing

(A/N Serena's outfit for school the following day)

Serena (POV)

When we arrived home I was so exhausted. Jet lag if u will . I just wanted to collapse on my bed and dream and forget about the stupid things I did . How could I? Will Mitch understand that I was intoxicated? Will he forgive me?  Is our relaysh safe?

All these questions kept haunting me . The next day I made my mind up to tell him . After first period math . I loved math, I always did so well that when it came to math I was always confident, hopefully some of that confidence will aid me in telling Mitch everything .when I  got to the cafeteria . I couldn't find Mitch, I heaved a sigh of relief . But then I felt someone envelop me in a hug from behind and from his Cologne, I knew it was Mitch. He pegged me and spun me around so I would face him . Right now standing in front of  him I just couldn't do it .

His eyes were so happy, I couldn't take the smile from his face, cause, cause I loved him, I loved him so much I didn't wanna loose him . I can't believe I just used the L word . I couldn't stop myself . He was just so handsome and polite . He was the exact opposite of a guy I could hate.

" babe I missed you do much, u have no idea . I got u something."

"Really what? " the guilt was really beginning to  gnaw at me .

He asked me to turn around and lift my hair . I felt a light cold material enclose my neck . It was the rosary his grandma had given him . I knew how important it was to him . He loves him grandma a lot. 

"I'm giving this to you cause my grandma always told  me it would protect me . But I feel I can protect myself, unlike my beautiful yet vulnerable girlfriend. I'd prefer to be in harms way than you. With this trip, I just felt so worried and bothered that something could happen to you babe . "

  you can't expect me to tell him now, can you?  After second period biology I called Mitch's friends Blaq, Obranzy, Broq and Terror and asked them to meet in the cafeteria ASAP. When they arrived I begged them not to open their mouths . I'd tell him myself, it just had to come from me . They agreed but knowing Blaq and Obranzy they couldn't shut it for long. Mitch walked right into our convo and grabbed my waist and pegged me,  fist bumped the others .

We chatted and laughed till we had to return to class . Mitch gave me a ride home on his motorcycle. He's just amazing. I entered our home, greeted my Mom  hugged my sisters. For weeks now I've been in a really good mood . My Mom must have noticed it cause she was like

" Dear what's up with up, your so happy and cheerful these days, don't get me wrong I'm happy you are "

I hugged her and told her its his  magic .

" Serena what are you talking about?  Whose magic?  Get back here "

I ran into my room and locked the door, I'm such a blubber mouth . Now to the matter at hand,  I needed advice,  so I called Joan .

"Hey Serena, what up wid u? "

I've done something really stupid, I don't think Mitch will ever forgive me,  I'm so frightened, I don't wanna loose him,  help me

" calm down Sere, tell me what happened? "

I told her everything in detail .

"Tell Mitch the truth cause if he finds out the truth from someone other than you, this is gonna end badly "

I know but I'm scared I don't want to loose him,  I'm so scared he might get angry with me or end up in a fight with Terror . But I'll tell him, thanks Joan.

" your welcome Sere, I'm sure this will all end well."

I hope so . I've got to tell him . Tomorrow, I promise,I prayed about it, took a shower and went to sleep. I wonder how he'll take it?  .......

Authors note

Thanks to all of you who've helped in spreading the word my sister, Mellisa, Papa Ekow and jasmine . Those of you in FSA we're gonna play a game soon stay tuned.