FSA journals: Trapped in her own game

My dilemma

Mitch (POV)

Time flew by so quickly . I hadn't realised how much, I valued Serena .  She was so caring and thoughtful, I still haven't been able to use the L word with her but I knew deep in my heart that I loved her. Serena is  MINE and there is absolutely no way in hell I'm willing to share her with anyone. When she came back from the trip, I gave her something that was really important and special to me, my grandmother's rosary . I loved her, I always wanted her to be safe . The next day, I woke up with her name on my lips . She was always on my mind, even in my dreams. I texted her about  how she invaded my dreams all night, I sent her daily texts of how I felt about her in the mornings. I got up,  though I didn't want to but my uncle was the type you wouldn't want to annoy,he apparently promised my parents that he'd change me and maybe he was succeeding, I sometimes wondered how Rose was doing, I only cared for her as a person not in any other way , I  showered, got dressed in a black hoodie over a white vest with pencil navy blue jeans with a pair of Royal blue Sark shoes that matched with a long single strapped bag that hang across my chest to my waist . I greeted my uncle,  had breakfast alone as usual . My uncle always preferred to be in solitude . No wonder he never got married . I was alone, he was there but I still felt alone . Of everyone in my family, only my grandma actually seemed to care what happened to me . I befriended the guards and the other staff in my uncle's mansion . They helped me to stay sane, in that enormous mansion. I grabbed my motorcycle and gave Serena a ride . Whenever she got on that bike, held my back,and whispered I love and trust you with my life, I felt I could do anything. It was some sort of lucky charm,  my day always went well when I heard it . When we got to school, she saw Julie, she'd gotten really close to her, she's the closest thing to a best friend she's had since Addie . I never really understood why she stopped talking to her, she rushed over to her not before she pegged me of course, it was still early I could hang out with the guys for a few minutes before classes begin .I made reservations for 7:00pm  . I wanted to take Serena some place special for dinner  . After classes we spoke for sometime in the Campos garden and I took her out afterwards then home. The next day after class I texted Serena and told her the guys have been complaining that I don't spend much time with them anymore. I texted the guys, they were at a nearby restaurant called Amelia's place eating waakye a local dish . I  walked over to the guys Obranzy, Blaq, Brosq, Phil, Erk, Dodge and the Amelia killa himself Teaspoon lol . I fist bumped them and grabbed a seat . We ate and later  spoke on the latest news . Some gang called GMBM boys in another school had apparently developed an interest for the girls in our school . Lol I got up to go get some water, the food was really spicy , my mouth was burning . When I got back I overheard Blaq and Brosq talk about Serena . "Can you believe she gave  Terror a lap dance " Blaq said and Brosq was like "can't blame her though, she was alone without Mitch, did you expect her to be faithful, she dumped Drake and the next day she was dating Mitch, personally I'm not surprised " SHE gave him a lap dance? I'm gonna kill him! Luckily for him, he's gone on a trip with his family but he'll be back and ill be waiting .I told the guys I had something to do and that I'd see them later. I went home and then to bed . For a while I couldn't close my eyes, I couldn't believe what I had just found out, how could she? Never in a million years did I ever think she was capable of that .  I went to look for Roxy the next day . She was my friend, my sis I could tell her anything . I was so furious with Serena  . She looked me in the eye and lied straight to my face, I was so angry . I had no idea what to do with the rage I  felt inside . She called  me in the morning but I ignored her, in class she just kept on staring at me, I could feel her begging me with her eyes to look at her and when i did I shot her the dirtiest look i could muster . After class she tried to talk to me and I couldn't keep it in anymore. I  told her what was wrong and asked her to ask Roxy the rest I really wasn't in the mood, not even the tears in her eyes, calmed my anger. For me honesty is everything and she kept on lying to me . She hugged me but i pushed her aside and just walked away . She called me several times that night, i didn't pick any of them . I can't loose her,  I still love her, but what am I gonna do with the anger I have inside?  Can I ever forgive her? ..      

Authors Note

I pulled an all nighter, you better love it . Please don't just read vote . Help spread the word. The game is still on though . Thanks to my sister Juana, I'm so grateful for all the help you've given me. Love ya <3