So my parents divorced about two years ago or something like that and my dad found a new wife right away.
But mom mom told us that shes probably not going to marry again.
So today my mom told us that shes signing up for a dating website, and I'm not sure how I feel about it.
Obviously I'm happy that she wants to move on and stuff but I dont know of I'm ready to have a new father figure in my life.
I mean I guess it might be good because I'm not that close with my father right now. Dont get me wrong, I still love my dad and he loves me, but I havent talked to him since easter.
He said that he doesnt want me or my brother to come over because of the whole covid-19 thing. Anyways- sorry- I'm getting off topic. I'll probably explain that next chapter or something.
Anywho, I didnt know my mom was planning on ever dating again. When my parents split my mom bought us a small townhome that is really only big enough for the three of us.
So let's imagine that my mom did find a new husband. That would mean they get married and move in with eachother.
So they would either have him live here, or we move into his house. Both arent the best in my mind.
My mom decided to give me the master bedroom because I'm the person that spends the most time in my room, and shes always working at the dinner table. So she has a small room.
If this new husband were to move into our house they would either both be cramped into her small room, or I would have to trade rooms with them.
Or we would move into his house. I like this house i live in now. It's close to my school and one of my best freinds lives really close to me.
I'm probably just getting riled about nothing. I honestly still have no idea what to think about this just yet. I mean I'm not THAT worried about it, but the idea just weird me out.
I've never seen my mom actually in love before. I mean I've seen her with my dad but that wasnt real love or anything.
So yeah. Long story short my mom might start dating again and I'm confused on my feelings???
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Definition Of tmi
Non-FictionA very private diary made available to the public this is pretty old, you'll get bored with all the drama. You can just skip around if you so wish to read. Just my trauma dumping in like the first 3/4 👉👉