Definition Of tmi

idk if this is tmi

*warning this is like very tmi so like.... dont read if you dont wanna*

Ok so like it's no secret I'm like super kinky and sexual and stuff.

So I was just kind of thinking about what I like, so im writing it down.

  Obviously im too young to have any of this be done to me but hey a girl can dream.

  Ok so like here's all the kinks that at some point in my life I would like to try out. But I am an experimentalist so like I really just wanna do everything.

  • Hair pulling
   -this is super basic but even if it's not sexual I just love it when people touch and play with my hair.

• Choking
   - ahem- yes.

• Bondage
   - I wanna try bondage so bad when I'm older. Like I just wanna be completely helpless at my partner's mercy.

• Cock warming
  - So like- is it weird that I just really wanna sit and cockwarm someone? Like I really really wanna. Idk what it is.

• Names
  - if I have a significant other that let's me call them any sort of name like Daddy, sir, Ms, master and they call me Baby, Babygirl, slut, pet- any of that then I can say I'm in a happy relationship.

• Eating out
  - ehhhh that felt weird to type but I just want someone to like... do that. But like I also wanna do that to someone.

• Blow job
   - i feel like i would be pretty good at giving a significant other a blowjob if that's the genitals they have.

• Dirty talk
   - if I ever find a dom who can talk dirty to me the heck I'm yours. Take me away.

• Doming
   - I dont know if I would be good at this because I've always thought of myself as a sub but I think I would be alright at it. I dont think I would have it in me to be rough so I would prob be softer but I think it would be fun to try.

•HICKIES
  - Heccin mark me uppp. I'm definitely sure that i want to give/receive hickies and neck kisses. Once my bf kissed my neck softly and in my mind I was like "keep goinngg" but I mean I obvi didnt say that.
     Idk it just sounds really comforting but also hot. But I swear I really really just want someone to like kiss my neck and then like go up to nibble on my ear. That just sounds so pleasing.

• subtle dominance
    - like someone just subtly asserting their dominance or like just taking care of me. If it just comes naturally to them to like make me food or take care of me or something. Idk I just love it when people do that without even realizing.

• being rough
  - when I'm in the right mood I swear sometimes I just wanna be slammed up against a wall and be made out with the layed down at the edge of the bed and be rough.

• lingerie
    - either if me or my partner are wearing something special I just-

• praise kink
   - I just wanna be kissed all over my body slowly and teasingly as my significant other murmers praises to me.

• Heated makeout
    - I wanna straddle someone and just grind our hips together as me make out and kiss eachothers face and neck and maybe even my partner grabbing my breast or my butt or the other way around.

• French kissing
   - mmmmmmmireallywannatrythis

• sleepy make outs
   - the idea of tiredly laying with my s/o and kissing slowly with our legs intertwined I just- I cant take it. that would be so nice.

• Deep conversations
   - it's not sexual but i really really wanna get so wrapped up into a good conversation so much so that time flies by so quickly. Ugh I love it.

• showers
  - 🥺🥺🥺 if I have a s/o who will take a shower with me and wash my hair and body with sudsy soap then hug me from the back as we sway and let the steaming water hit our exposed skin. I just- I'm melting just thinking about it.

  So yeah i made this cuz I'm feeling like really lonely. I havent seen my boyfriend in like two weeks and the only physical contact I've had is hugs from my mom.

  And yes, i 100% sound like a horny little teenager and that's because i kinda am.

  Dont judge me.

I'll look back at this in like week and think "wow that's pathetic" but who cares. I'm not tired and the sun is coming up so i have no control of my impulses.

  I honestly kinda regret making this and I'm so sorry if you actually took the time to read it...

  Yeah this is definitely tmi but your the one who ignored the warning.