Definition Of tmi

w h y

Why is he making this so hard.

  He keeps saying that hes super thankful for me and stuff

  And that I'm not only his girlfriend but best friend too

  When he loses me it's going to hurt like a motherfucker

  And he keeps saying that we'll get through this but I don't want to.

  He feels really bad and I can't salt the wound

  I know hes had a bad ex before and I really dont want-

  Hahaha sorry to interrupt that thought, but in the middle of writing this my mom came in because she knew something was wrong.

  I'm so thankful for my mom.

  I didn't know I needed to cry over this, but I did.

  So I need to break up with him... I can't do it.

  I just crave deep emotional connection and we can't even talk properly.

  And he tried to force me to kiss him when I didn't want to...

  I know it's going to hurt him, and maybe that's good. Not in a bad way like "I want you to feel terrible"

  It's more like "I'm glad you're feeling this pain so that you can grow from it and continue on with your next relationship more prepared"

  But I won't see him for three weeks. And I don't want to do it over text.

  That's just bad.

  At the least I'll facetime him.

  But yeah.