Hey ummm, I put out Keep it a buck for you guys since you said you'd like to read it. Make sure to tell a friend to tell a friend and put it in your libraries.
In other news, for those that are protesting, I think you for being so brave. Please stay safe and prayed up. Do not give in to the demonic spirits and the spirit of chaos. Our goal is for equality for all. I am going to continue to pray for you guys. All Black Lives Matter. I love you guys and I appreciate everything all the support. I will continue to do my part to spread awareness to the cause. Lets get justice for those all our black people who haven't been heard of but have been harmed by racism.
Much Love ~Lex
|Issaiah Love|
"I never would have ever imagined that this would be happening in my life. Getting that letter from you turned my world upside down. I'm glad that you reached out but at the same time I wish I would have stayed in my own clueless bubble." I honestly tell him sitting on the phone for the sixth time since he reached out to me.
"I'm just trying to build a relationship with you."
"How do I know that you're genuine?"
"I'm trying to prove to you that I am. I've changed, just give me the opportunity to show you." I nod my head taking in what he's saying to me. I'll admit that each time that we've spoken he has been understanding. I'm scared that this is just a ruse to get something from me though.
"I'm giving myself time to forgive you, if I feel like a relationship is worth a try then I will do so."
"As long as you're considering that's all I can ask for."
"Thank you for understanding."
"So what has been going on with you? How's your life going?" I chuckle at his question trying to figure out exactly how to answer his question.
"I'm trying to fix the broken pieces in my life, honestly. Right before you reached out to me, your brother disowned me. My boyfriends doesn't want me to have anything to do with you. You reaching out really put a strain on my relationship."
"I tried to keep my distance and wanted to leave you alone because I knew you were well taken care of. But Foreign was the one encouraging me to reach out to you."
"He did?" My eyebrows scrunch up at this news. He's told me about his cellmate but he never told me that he was the one that suggested reaching out.
"Yeah, but his feelings have changes and that's understandable. It's hard to process the fact that I am the one that hurt someone so close to him. He loves you and wants to protect you at all costs."
"How is it that you guys never found out before that I was the person you were talking about until I showed up?"
"I never spoke your name and when he said yours I didn't want him to know that you were the one that I was talking about." I listen to him letting more questions form in my head from his answer.
"Why didn't you say my name it's not like he knew who I was in the beginning?"
"I had animosity towards you and then I just got used to referring to you as my daughter."
"How many times did your brother come visit you?"
"A few times over the years. He showed me pictures and told me about your progress; he raised you well."
"That I can give him credit for."
"I know that you two have issues right now but he'll come around you just have to give him time."
