|Issaiah Love|
"Bae look." I shake my head knowing that wasn't good enough. "Nah." I try again. "Fuck is we gon' do now?" My lips purse together knowing that wasn't it either. "This some ghetto shit here ain't it? Look at this shit." I throw my head back and groan as I rub my face. How am I going to tell him?
"You ok babe?" Zanah asks coming over to comfort me.
All the girls are over here to support me and help me through this trying time. How the fuck did I let this shit happen? Why did it have to be me, as if I'm not going through enough already. I wipe the tears that are streaming down my face.
"I'm in shock, I can't believe this is happening right now."
"Babe, what are you going to do?" Merci asks watching me pace the floor back and forth.
"I don't know, I just found out."
"When are you going to tell Foreign?" Elle asks with a worried look on her face.
"I don't know, I'm scared to tell him."
"So you're going to let him find out at the last minute?" Denise asks.
"I still need time to process this so yeah, that's a possibility."
"You talked about this right?" I get up and walk to the bed to take a seat and calm my nerves. I had cried twice since finding out and I feel myself about to do it again. Fuck!
"Of course but I thought this would happen later down the line. Are you sure you read it right Za?"
"As wrong as I want to be, I'm not Issaiah. I'm sorry."
"Fuck I need a blunt."
"I though Foreign got rid of all of them."
"He did."
"You don't need that shit no way."
"Look, I'm calling uncle Kaz and I'll let him know that you can't make it tomorrow. Take your time to process this and then tell Foreign." I nod my head and remain quiet. My phone rings showing Foreign's face on my screen. Denise passes me my phone. As best as I can, I fix my voice to speak.
"Hey baby."
"Where you at?" My eyebrows furrow together trying to figure out how I should answer.
"Home why?"
"You forgot didn't you?"
"Forgot what?" The girls look at me trying to figure out what we're talking about.
"We have our first therapy session today."
"Fuck Foreign, I'm sorry. It slipped my mind."
"It's cool baby, I'm running a little late myself. I'm on my way home to get you and we can ride together."
"No!" I rush out to stop him scared of facing him and him finding out.
"Yo you good, you not hiding a nigga over there are you?" He jokes with a small chuckle.
"I'm sorry, it's just the girls are over here. Merci is trying on lingerie and-"
"Eww I don't want to hear about that shit Sai."
"I'll just have Za drop me off."
"You sure, I can pick my baby up. It's no problem."
"I'm sure, I'll just meet you there."
"Aight, bye love you."
"Love you too." We hang up and I throw my phone on the bed and run my hands down my face.
