I'm sorry you guys but this chapter isn't edited and I didn't do a recap and the end. I was trying to rush and get this out before I work on the other chapter for Halloween.
|Issaiah Love|
It's been a week since I decided to take some time away from Foreign and digest this whole situation. He showed me a whole other side of him that I thought was dead and gone. The shit that he said to me came from out of nowhere. That sounded like the old Foreign who wasn't trying to fuck with me in the beginning. I don't care for the old him.
I never thought the man that I gave my all to would treat me with so much disrespect as if the shit that I went through was a joke. For reasons that I can only believe was just to pass blame on me. He knows he had no right to hold back this information for me. Granted, he had good intentions but he would have came out better just telling me. He's watched me be at my lowest and helped build me up to the woman I am today. For him to throw that back in my face hurt. How can you do that to someone you claim you love?
I walk inside the apartment catching him, Omega and Rome off guard. They watch as I drop my duffel bag and step out of my shoes. I run my hands through my hair not liking all the attention on me.
"Hey." I say sheepishly walking over to hug Rome and Omega.
"What's good, haven't seen much of you around the shop."
"Yeah I was trying to keep my distance." My eyes travel and lock with Foreign's speaking more so to him than Roman.
"Make sure you come by soon, I've been working on ideas for your new tattoo."
"I'll make sure to do that."
"Aight man, I'm going to head out and let you two talk." Omega stands up and hugs before walking over to Foreign to dap him up. Roman follows behind him leaving Foreign and I alone.
I take a seat in front of Foreign and stare at him trying to find the right words to start off the conversation.
"What made you come back?"
"I've cooled down and I'm ready to talk about this, if you are."
"Aight, I guess I can do that." It goes silent between us, neither one of us knowing exactly what to say.
"So I-"
"Let me-" We both start to talk cutting each other off. I motion for him to start.
"I'm sorry, you can speak first."
"First off, let me apologize for talking to you out the side of my neck. It was disrespectful of me to take cheap shots just because I was mad." I nod my head while shaking my index finger.
"You know Von once told me listen closely to what people say out of anger because that's when their true feelings come out."
"Issaiah, you know I didn't mean that shit."
"It sounded like you did, your choice of words seemed like it was weighing heavy on your heart. It flowed from your lips so easily like you couldn't wait to rub my face in it."
"It was stupid."
"You saw me go through highs and lows with him and the minute you find out the truth you go spread it around and then have the nerve to use that shit against me. But you love me right?"
"I was on some fuck shit for no reason except being mad that you weren't seeing it from my side." I roll my eyes and shake my head.
"I get pissed off at you too but I don't hit below the belt."
"Ok Issaiah."
"Oh I'm sorry what shit did I throw back in your face that I haven't already apologized for?"
